10 days (Sakuatsu fan fiction)

Day 2

𝐴𝑡𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑢 𝑃𝑂𝑉:
"WHERE THE FUCK WAS YOU TSUMU" Osamu yelling made Atsumu jump.

"Shhhh! Stop screaming you're gonna wake everyone up" Atsumu walked over to the bathroom and started to prepare himself for bed.

"So yer not gonna tell me where you was at"
"I was outside chill bro"
"What were you doing outside"

At that Atsumu turned to look at him with an annoyed expression on his face. "What is this? An interrogation? Why ya need to know?"

Osamu looked his twin deep into his eyes. Staying like that for a hot second, the twins looking deeper into each other's eyes. Almost as if it was a staring contest. Finally Osamu turned away sighing deeply.

"Look I was just trying to figure out where my TWIN ran off to. I'm going to sleep don't talk to me." Just like that Osamu flopped down on his futon and fell asleep. Good thing he didn't follow me to omi's and I 'date'. I wonder what I'm gonna do for him tomorrow ? Ehh I'll sleep on it.

I woke up the next morning at 6:05am giving me enough time to change, eat, and wake my brother up. I didn't see omi-kun in the cafeteria though, I wonder what's holding him up.

"Tsumu come on we have our first practice game in 20 minutes." Kita-San called out to me from the gym. I ran towards him to figure out who we were playing. There I saw him. I watched the boy as if he were in slow motion, flying through the air landing a perfect spike on the other side of the court. His cousin barely being able to stop it.

"Good job kiyo I almost couldn't stop that one." His cousin, Komori, is a skilled libero so if he was having trouble digging a ball up then omi must have a powerful hit.  "I ain't stopping till you can't receive it, toss me up another on Lizuna-San." Wow omi is really determined to land a perfect spike. I don't know how but that made him....hotter. "Tsumu stop day dreaming and cmon we have to warm up."
"Hm? Oh right coming kita-San."

𝑇ℎ𝑖𝑟𝑑 𝑃𝑂𝑉:
The day went on smoothly. Inarzaki held their own against the first two teams they played but sadly lost to the third. Every once in a while Sakusa would glance over at Atsumu to see how he was holding up. He felt he's cheeks heating up when the other did a low set so his twin could hit it square middle of the court.
"Nice spike samu but you could've done better." Atsumu said as he rotated to the back to serve. "Shut yer trap tsumu, ya just mad." You could tell Osamu wanted to throw hands  but he kept his cool in front of the captain.

𝑆𝑎𝑘𝑢𝑠𝑎 𝑃𝑂𝑉:
"Hey kiyo its lunch time let's head to the cafeteria."
"Yeah you go ahead without me I need fresh air." I started to walk away but I could hear some foot steps following me.
"Oh ok then I'll come with you." Komori was walking beside me now and I didn't have the energy to tell him that I wanted to be alone. Still I wonder why he wants to always be near me. I mean it's not like I'm the one carrying the conversations we have.

We walked outside and sat down on a nearby bench. It was silence all around us just the way I wanted it.
"Can I?" I looked over to me cousin to see him showing me a playlist of songs we thought of together. That playlist was full of songs that we enjoyed to listen to over the years. It brings back some memories that I'd rather forget about but I can't change the past.
"Sure, listening to music could help me a bit."
The song started to play and I closed my eyes. Slowly pulling down my mask to breathe in the air.

"When......when are you gonna tell him kiyo?"
My eyes fluttered open and I looked at sky. Not to cloudy that day so I could feel the sun on my face.

"What do you mean?"

"We both know that you like Atsumu, so why put him through all this trouble?" I could hear how serious he was.

"I...I don't really know if I'm being honest. Well....never mind." I could feel Komori staring at me. My eyes were glued to the sky but I know he was giving me a death stare.

"Don't give me that crap Sakusa. There's something more." Shit he used my last name, this is serious.

"Heh, cant get anything past you can I? Ok I don't think- no I KNOW that Atsumu deserves better then what I can offer. Seriously he deserves the world...I just can't give him that."

It was a long pause. The only thing that was hear was the music in the background.

"Kiyoomi the thing that you fail to see is that you are his world. I mean why would he go through all this trouble just so you can love yourself. When you say you can't give him the world all I hear is bullshit."

I turned to look at Komori and we made eye
contact. Does Atsumu really see me in that way. I thought he was just doing all this so I can love him. To find out that he wants me to love myself.  I heard him sigh loud.

"Look I don't know much about what's happening but I do know that Atsumu thinks the only way you can love him is if you love yourself." I watched him stand up and turn the music off.

"Think about is kiyo, ima be in the cafeteria if you need me." And just like that he was off.

Still had an hour till I had to go back to my team but I really didn't feel like it. I heard the voice of someone I grew found of. I pretended like I didn't hear it but it only grew louder.

"OMI-OMI WHAT ARE YOU DOING OUT HEAR ALL ALONE."

"Nothing...and stop screaming it's annoying."

"Oh hehe sorry omi-kun. Mind if I join you?"

"Sure why not." I saw his smile go ear to ear and sat really close to me. At first we was just talking but then he asked about me family. For some reason I told him. I don't know why I did... I just did.

   (⚠️WARNING AGNST UP AHEAD⚠️)
                             𝐹𝑙𝑎𝑠ℎ𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘
I was only seven at the time when my mother died and my father started to drink a lot. He always came home late smelling of alcohol I remember waking up and just see empty beer bottles and cans all around the living room and kitchen. I think that's why I hate germs so much.  I just started cleaning making sure that everything was put together. No my father never really abused me I mean yeah when he was drunk he would yell a lot or slap me across the face but nothing too brutal. One day I was coming back from a long day of school and I saw him pass that on the floor around him was throw up, blood, and broken bottles it was truly horrifying site. I immediately called the cops and by the time the ambulance got there he was already long gone. By then I just started cleaning to release stress. Luckily my aunt and Komori took me in but my cleaning habits never went away. I felt that being alone would be best. Nobody could hurt me that way.
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𝐴𝑡𝑠𝑢𝑚𝑢 𝑃𝑂𝑉:
Lunch break was over but omi....he was crying. I decided to take him back to my room and let him rest. I feel like his wasn't telling me the whole story but I'm just glad he shared that with me. We are making progress.

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