Destined Even After Death (SLOW UPDATES)

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A/N: Again guys I'm really sorry.

3 Months Later
--Avneet POV--

It has been a long time since me and Siddharth drifted apart, and not physically but emotionally. To be honest I miss him but he always used to seems sad, hurt and uncomfortable around me, I always tried to make him comfortable but it would never work. I guess at one point I hopelessly gave up, but I really miss him, we are technically still friends but just.....distant.

--Siddharth POV--

3 months and 7 days, 3 months and 7 days since I drifted away from my Avu. Yes I have been counting the days, I can't help it I miss her.....but I still left her. I always remember that day when I'm with her it just....hurts.

--Flashback--

I was going to talk to Avu when I heard her angelic laugh. I follow that laugh nd see Faisu on one knee in front of Avu holding a ring out to her. Tears were prickling in my eyes and I was unknowingly pleading for Avu to say no, but avu shot him one of her sweet smiles and held out her hand and nodded her head. I closed my eyes and let the tears fall out I run away from there and just lock myself in the bathroom and cry for some time. I finally realized something.......I love her.

--End of Flashback--

That day was both the worst and best day of my life. Worst because my Avu got taken away from me and best because I figured out my feelings for Avu. In between that time me and Jannat got closer to eachother but not as close as me and Avu, no one can take that place no matter what. I was going to my next class when I saw Faisu again infront of Avu, on one knee again. I guess they will get married now great. I sadly walk away controlling tears when I bump into someone and that someone was none other than Jannat.

Jannat: Oh Siddharth, I was just coming to you.

Sidd: Oh, what is it?

Jannat takes a deep breath and goes down one knee jeez im starting to hate this jesture.

Jannat: Siddharth...I-I love you....

Shit. No I love Avu I can't. But I don't want to hurt Jannat, she has always been there for me. Maybe I can just be with her and make her fall out of love with me? Ya that would be less hurtful for her.

Sidd: I-I love you too....

Saying that hurt more than expected, I always dreamt of saying that to Avu but....I guess that not written in my fate.

Jannat: Really?!

I shoot my fake smile at her and nod my head cursing my terrible fate and already feeling guilty for lying to Jannat about something so serious. Jannat smiles and pulls me into a tight hug, even at that point all I could think of was Avu. Jannat then breaks the hugs and smiles at me.

Jannat: So...does this make us a couple?

I nod again as I didn't have the trust in myself to say anything at the moment.

Sidd: I uh have class now so....see you later?

Jannat: Ya, bye.

I leave and instead of going to class I run away I go to the streets and run I don't know where I'm going or anything I just want to run away from everything I finally sit down against a tree and let all my tears spill out of my eyes. 

--Avu POV--

Faisu: Hey uh Avu, I need to tell you something.

Avu: Oh hi Faisu, whats up?

Faisu bended on one knee and held a ring up to me.

Faisu: Avu, I love you

I was numb I didn't know what to do. I was practically paralyzed i couldn't think. I was about to decline the proposal politly but remembered all the things he has done for me. I didn't want to hurt him like this. Maybe I can just accept and make him hate me? Ya- I mean thats the only option I have I don't want to hurt him.

Avu: I....love you too.

Faisu hugs me and spins me around in the air. He has to go to class so he left. I was also walking to my class when I saw Jannat propose to Sidd.....and he accepted? My heart felt like crushing but why? I shake those thoughts off and go to class. I notice that Sidd wasn't in any of the classes today. I'm kind of worried for him now, where could he be?

A/N: Lmao me writing at 3 am 😝