a classic bad boy

(8)

"oh honey you have to come out from those covers soon"my mom says as she came in with food I took the tray from her.
"not yet mom"i mumbled as I felt Ryder poke the matteress under me.
"ok honey tell me when your ready!"she left closing the door. Ryder got up from under the bed.
"that was close!"he breathes in relief.
"she would'nt say anything if she saw you, you are her' knight and shiny armer'"i giggled as he sheivered at the thought of my mom throwing herself at him.
I stared at him as he looked out the window, I never thought this day would happen the guy I thought had no heart and did'nt care about anyone was in my room, I still remeber the time Cam tried to push me down a hill but Ryder catched me before I hit the pavement when we were kids.
I remeber the way his beautiful hair blew in his eyes as we ran around the garden, the way he looked at me a few years ago the way he would hug me when I was cold the way he'll comfort me when I got hurt and when he gave me his jacket when it was cold but... what happend what happend to the boy who always told me he loves me.
"you can take a picture it'll last long princess"he chuckled with his hands in his pockets.
"i can't"i smiled, he frowned.
"why not?"he qestioned.
"my phone is broke I can't take a picture!"i laughed he laughed too before sitting beside me.
"remeber when we were kids? Everytime we had a sleepover you would snuggle up to me and hold on to a peace of my shirt as you sang to me?"he asked lying down while trailing pattrens on the covers.
I laughed lightly as I remebered as always sang best friends song: best friends forever.
"can you sing it to me again?" he asked when I layed down.
" We dont always like the same things
take ice cream
We like different flavors
And we dont always see things the
same once you
called me a name and I returned the
favor."his hands pulled me close, I layed my head on his chest and kept singing.
"But you are my Best friend forever we wont ever let that end no never
You are here for me and I am here for you
Thats what best friends do
We dont always see eye to eye dont
ask me why"he played with my hair and started to sing with me.
"But we dont mind it
And we dont always get along but our friendships strong"i clenched a fist full of his shirt in my hand.
" We can always find it
And you are my best friend forever we
wont ever let
that end no never
You are here for me and I am here for
you
Thats what best friends do
We dont always fit in with the crowd
but we still
stand proud and we stand together
And we dont care what other people
say we go our own
true way that works a whole lot
better
And you are my best friend forever we
wont ever let
that end no never
You are here for me and I am here for
you thats what
best friends do
You are my best friend forever we
wont ever let that
end no never
You are here for me and I am here for you thats what best friends do
Thats what best friends do
Thats what best friends do"i hummed before stopped singing.
Ryder pov.
I smiled as she sang so beautiful to me.
I missed this, I missed us be together but I know she hates me for leaving her when I promised I won't my chest tightend when all the feeling flowed back.
I loved her.
And I still do, if I could turn back the time when my brother filled her head with lies about I would of told her, in fact I was going to tell her that day but when I saw her and Cam hold hands on a beach, I broke down then I swore to myself that i'll never fall in love anymore. So I started ignoring her, call her a troll even made rumors up about he which hurted me when I did all those thing to her.
"why?"she whispered looking up at me.
"why what? Princess"when ever I called her princess when we were younger she will always call me her Prince but now im nothing to her but she will always be my princess.
"why did you ignore me for 7 years?!"she says.
"because I am to weak for you. I loved you but it looked like you loved my brother than me. I could'nt handle the pain"i told her closing my eyes, I felt her I climb on top of me like she always use too
"you loved me"i nodded feeling her hair softly touch my face.
"i loved you too"