You were my first love

Part 8

Bettys pov

After having diner, Jug and I went to my bedroom which he was still sleeping in, we went to the bathroom and wash our teeth together, making fun each other. Then went to bed. B-"can we cuddle Jug?" J-"of course Betts, we've been cuddling since I came" I nodded. And I laid on his chest, then he started touching my hair, softly, I looked up at him and smiled. B-"jug what are you feeling right now? Not just with the us thing, that I don't know what we are yet, but with your moms funeral? I've never asked you about it...and" he knew I wasn't feeling ok asking it, not that I didn't want to say it, I just didn't want to ruin the moment. J-"you don't have to be afraid of asking me this things Betts... and I'm sad, or just don't know how to feel when we are burying my mother tomorrow" B-"I understand" then I gave him a peck on the lips. B-"let's take some rest Jug" he nodded and turn the lights on left off. I buried my head in his chest and he wrapped himself around me giving me warmth and comfort. And like that we feel asleep.

The next day was a sad day, we woke up just like a normal day, went to the first hours of school and then got prepared for Gladys funeral. I got in a black dress with my hair down ( outfit in jugs funeral ) and Jug got dressed in a black suit. We walked downstairs and saw his dad, devastated, he was crying in my moms arms. J-"dad-" when Fp saw me he came and hugged me. J-"it's all gonna be ok..." Fp-"I hope so son" Jug nodded and him. Then we went to the cementery. No one was there, it was sad, Gladys was loved, but this didn't seem like it.

The moment of the speech

J-"so mom, you would always said, don't lose your time, which I did with some things" then he looked at me and continued. J-"but I'm not gonna lose it since them. We will always miss you here. And I will follow one the last things you said to me. Follow your feelings your heart. I've already did and it turned out good. Thank you so much for everything. I love you" And then he was sobbing. He came to me and broke down in my shoulder, I rubbed his back to confort him, and trying to do whatever it helped. After Jugs speech Fp and my mom talked, both with beautiful speeches, and JB did too. We went back home and ate all together, for the last time living all together, they were gonna move to another house, it was at the south side, but it's what they could afford. We were talking about random things, until my mom noticed something in me, I didn't know what it was actually. A-"do you have something to tell us honey?" B-"no why?"  A-"umm just asking, I thought something different in you" I looked at Jug and smiled. After dinner, we did the dishes and went to my room. It was his last night here too. J-"when are going to tell them?" B-"do we really have to? They are gonna say things about us and then they are not gonna sleep in the same bed" J-"you are right... I have to shower now..." I nodded and he went into the bathroom. I didn't know what to do while he showed. Some minutes later, I heard him singing, it was beautiful. He was singing drivers license by Olivia Rodrigo. I entered the bathroom, and he looked at me. J-"I wasn't disturbing, was I ?" B-"no Jug, it was beautiful, your voice is beautiful and that song is amazing" he nodded with a smirk in his face, and then he mouthed come in, I nodded smirking back at him. Started undressing myself, first the clothes and then my underwear, he was looking at me with heart eyes. I got in the shower and faced him, looked up and smiled, then leaned in, and kissed him passionately under the water. B-"is this too fast jug ?" J-"no" he said with a baby boy. J-"we've known each other since birth betts. I mean, we already know every part of us, maybe we've changed, for good, and i mean this with you because you are hot as fuck. But if you think it's too fast we can stop" B-"no no no I want this" then I started kissing him touching his wet hair, and he doing the same. J-"I love you" he said looking at me, placing his nose on mine. B-"I love you" that's was it. I didn't complain, that moment had been magical, and would never forget it. We went to sleep cuddling just like the nights before, but this was the last one, for now.

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