"Felix" I said, nuzzling into him, "Wake up! It's one more day until Christmas!" I said, he groaned and shoved a pillow in my face, then rolled over. "Felix!" I said gaping at him. I smacked him with the pillow. I heard him chuckle and then I was being picked up and cuddled into.
"Felix" I whispered, I cuddled into his chest.
"I love when you say my name..." He mumbled more to himself than me. I giggled softly. "You make it sound damn sexy" he mumbled to me, nibbling on my earlobe.
"You are sexy" I said running a hand on his abs. He moaned.
"You are asking for trouble women" He whispered huskily in my ear. He flipped me over and laid on top of me.
I giggled. "Shut up" I shoved him off of me. He growled softly and crawled back up on the bed.
"You still have a lot of explaining..." I said when he had gotten comfortable on the bed again, using me as a teddy bear.
"About?" He asked
"Willow..." I said anger growing inside of me. Felix placed a kiss on my shoulder.
"Calm down" He whispered, with him so close to me it was difficult to be mad. "I will tell you everything you need to know..."
"Now" I demanded trying to sit up, he held me tighter.
"Hold still, I have a lot to tell you" I huffed out a sigh. "Okay so a week before Break she came up to me and told me about your little crush" He said chuckling, my face flushed red. "And she said that you did something, I don't know what she never said, and I was bored and well me. So I told her I would do it, she asked me to make you fall in love with me and then break your heart...But I didn't want to at the end." He mumbled, "It wasn't fun anymore."
I pulled out of his grasp, "Not fun anymore?" I asked
"You know what I meant" He whispered pushing me back down, he kissed my forehead. "I love you, even if you might not love me. But come on lets be real, you love me" he said smirking, then he became serious again “It wasn’t ever fun, I just…. Willow and I used to have this on-off relationship thing and I guess I felt I owed it to her or something. I don’t know, just consider it a lapse in judgment.”
"I'm getting up" I said propping myself up.
"No, stay" Felix groaned nuzzling his head against my neck.
"Then tell me about your parents then" I said
"My parents died" he mumbled
"How?" I asked
"A fire" He whispered, I felt warm tears fall on my shoulder. I've never seen a guy cry before. I moved and sat up, I wrapped my arms around him. He buried his face in my shoulder. "I remember seeing them..." He whispered.
"After the fire?" I whispered afraid of the answer. He nodded his head and a new wave of tears came.
We sat like that for a while, I laid back still holding his body against mine. Just the thought of what he had saw, at a young age too.
~.~
It was silent for quite some time, I looked down at his now sleeping face, I traced his jaw line, my bad ass Felix. I kissed his forehead and cuddled against him.
My bad ass Felix wasn't actually that bad... Just broken, hurt, and lonely. Now I was going to change that... Everyone's right when you're in love... You do crazy things, I thought, wait did I just say love?
I looked at the sleeping boy laying on me, maybe it was possible to love him.
