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Mia:hey babes
Ash:hi
Mia:you ok wanna eat
Ash:no I'm good
Lie.
Mia:k call me if u need anything
Ash:ok
Alex:hey we're going out to target wanna come
Ash:no I'm not in the mood
Alex:but it's your fav
Ash:I'm just tired
Everyone came into my room every hour it was annoying I really miss josh but he cheated I can't do anything about it I really just want to give up I checked joshes Instagram and saw him kissing another girl woah he's moved on I shed a tear leading on to more I was smiling I was happy for him I think god I'm so confused do I still love him? No no he cheated I turned off my phone still thinking about it next thing I know I fell asleep
Hello I woke up and saw thousands of messages by josh Some shit like"I miss u" "please can we talk" "ily stay safe" I shed another tear one day and I'm a mess I can't go at least 5 hours away from him
Kouvr:hey bubs u hungry? U haven't eaten in 2 days we're worried for u
Ash:if I'm being honest I miss him I really do it's all I can think about he's already moved on
I show her the picture
Kouvr:he's not worth it! He's a piece of shit if he cants see how beautiful u are
I giggle
Kouvr:cmon let's go downstairs
Ash:can u just bring me some cereal
It's morning and I decided to go to the studio for a new song ima make
Finally after hours I have it done

Song:All I want by Olivia rodrigo
All I have to do is press this button and boom
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I cried again thinking about josh I went through my photos with him and gave a weak smile I cried for hours also everyone left i don't even know where but whatever I got a text from Bryce saying I Should come over but I'm good btw nobody is even here so that's why nobody is talking this is just what I'm thinking about but yea my friends know when I want to be alone so Their not bothering me I decided to read on Wattpad while listening to music crying I kept getting notifications about stuff like "omg I'm sorry he cheated" "hey I heard he cheated u ok" "I love your song" and other stuff I still can't believe I ever loved him I heart shattered into a million pieces I ,feel bad but know I shouldn't but when he dropped to his knees but then again I saw him kissing her in the photo my life is just fucked I don't even know what to do I kinda want to go talk to him ugh I'll do tomorrow I'm still crying and I just fell asleep
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𝙄𝙙𝙠.