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Shawn's Pov

It's 23:00 and I can't seem to go to sleep. Niall once again has taken over my thoughts. It's always the same thing, how does his lips taste? Does he likes me? Am I enough for him? And so many other thoughts.

I was scrolling through twitter when I heard a knock on the door. I wonder who that might be. To say I was surprised when I saw Niall would be an understament. What is he doing here?

"Hey Niall" I greet him and told him to come inside

"Hi Shawn. I hope I didn't wake you up" he said guilty. He is adorable.

I shook my head. "No don't worry you didn't, I was just on my phone, couldn't sleep" I told him

"Yeah me too" he said

"Nervous about tomorrow?" I questioned him

"Always. No matter how many times I will be on stage or to how many people I play for I'm always nervous" he explained to me.

I nob in understanding. I love being on stage, I was born to be there. Be a singer it's all I wanted to do, so when I am about to go on stage and sing for the people who listen to my music... It's nerve-wracking.

I tell all that to Niall and he agreed. "Nerves mean that you care, right?" I continued. He nob once again agreeing with me.

Then I asked him something I wanted to ask since he come to my room. "Not that I don't enjoy your company or that I don't want you to be here, because trust me I do... But why are you here? I mean you could go to Louis and Harry's room or Liam and Zayn's, why my room?" I explained to him.

Not that I was complaining, the exact opposite. I was very glad he chose to come to me when he couldn't sleep than to his best friends, that means he trusts me and that he is my friend too right?

Yeah I didn't want to be his friend, I want something more, but I can do friends for now.

"Well you see I know that the others will be sleeping, so could you if I am honest so that doesn't really count l, but to be honest I was hoping you weren't since I wanted to see you....but if you feel uncomfortable or you want yo sleep or you don't want me here I could go... You know what, I will go I don't want you to feel uncomfortable or-" he was mumbling now so I did the only thing I knew to get him to stop talking

I kiss him

Niall's Pov

"I don't want you to feel uncomfortable or-" I was mumbling to Shawn when I feel someone's lips touching my own. Shawn's.

I was too shocked to know what's happening so I stayed still that's why Shawn went to pull away from me.

When I realised what he was doing I put my hands around his neck and kissed him harder. That's when I saw Shawn eyes relaxing and enjoying the kiss.

My eyes close too few seconds later. I couldn't get over how amazing his lips felt on mine. It's like they belong together.

The kiss lasted a minute or two but to me felt like an eternity, I didn't want us to stop. But then I realised that we were actually kissing.

He now knows that I like him, oh my god what am I going to do? He will hate me. He only kissed me to shut me up and now he knows I like him. Oh my god, I'm screwed.

So I did the only thing it come to my mind.... I run without saying anything.

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Please if I have any grammar mistake let me know. English is not my first language so I probably have some. Thank you 🤎