YG FAMILY 2015

Forever Alive

I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I'm still alive
I may seem like I'm dying but I won't die

I won't escape the other's eyes and hide

I'm falling down till the end as if it's for show but I'm alive

There's nothing more to lose now, I'm gonna push the past behind and jump out

The image of me falling deep is so beautiful

I'm even more alive at this moment

I'm still alive
The girl who loves me looks unhappy

I'm covering up my tracks,

I'm afraid of the public

The adorations, cheers, and emotional turmoilI think deeply about death on this miserable night

The only articles that remain of my youth are pictures

My youth is a decoration for others

My senses have received a spiritual energy

I've seen a future that you haven't seen yet

I conduct my own life melody

I enjoy the rising climax

The girls who go crazy over me are smart

Because I play with you out of self-reproach

Even if everyone leaves, even if everyone turns against me

Even if you take pity over my pathetic self

The world tells me that I can't but
The crying me of the past is now smiling

I'm falling down till the end as if it's for show but I'm alive

There's nothing more to lose now, I'm gonna push the past behind and jump out

The image of me falling deep is so beautiful

I'm even more alive at this moment

I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I'm livin' that I'm livin'that good life

I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I'm still alive

We livin' that we livin' that' good life Yea, instead of the sounds of cheers that disappeared silently
There are sighs of admiration mixed with groans

During this age of sensitivity, my reflection is like praise

A malignant broadcast is scarier than a benign one

Awaken yourself from everything a-yo

Don't be so upright at any time

I may seem like I'm dying but I won't die

I won't escape the other's eyes and hide
Those pointed fingers are proof that I'm still an issue

Disappointment and hope are the reason and basis

Malicious gossip go up and down in people's mouths

The only thing waiting for me is a tomb filled with sunshine

Even if everyone leaves, even if everyone turns against me

Even if you take pity over my pathetic self

The world tells me that I can't but

The crying me of the past is now smiling

I'm falling down till the end as if it's for show but I'm alive

There's nothing more to lose now, I'm gonna push the past behind and jump out

The image of me falling deep is so beautiful

I'm even more alive at this moment

I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I'm livin' that I'm livin' that good life

I'm still alive

I'm still alive

I'm still alive

We livin' that we livin' that good life

still alive by bigbang lyric cr. to owner.

Phrase that I bold and italik are my fav. There is a deep meaning behind every part. Somehow touching maybe.

I was thinking what kind of topic should i discussing in this part while listening songs. Then Still Alive song was popped up. Coincidence maybe. So everyone knew this song was one Bigbang song from Still Alive special edition album. Released after Alive album.

Before i said the words that I bold and italik are my fav. So why that words was my fav ? No worry Im not going to left the question without answer.

"I may seem like I'm dying but I won't die"

- Bigbang was affected by a lot controversies a years before that. Somehow some people already guessing they are going to split, not popular anymore, their music careers died and so so on. But Alive album proved differently. Ranked and topped all charts showed they are not died. They still kings afterall.

"The girl who loves me looks unhappy"

- This word for sure pointing for the one who also affected and struggled so hard to keep supporting them, VIP. And they are back stronger than before for us. Repaying back for what we did. But honestly we(vip) not doing this for gift or what, but thinking it as our responsibities to be behind them no matter what happen.

"The crying past of me is now smiling"

- Because of that issues also they being mocking by a lot of haters, but after they back with Alive, they are succesful more. Proved they are never gave up. If before they struggled to smile and now they can rest peacefully smiling (maybe smirking for those haters) on chair seeing their songs climbing one by one charts.

"There are sighs of admiration mixed with groans"

- At that situation, the haters only can sit and watch their domination. Somehow admiring maybe with their success even before they thought they already succed ruined them. And not to say some of them trying to enter the fandom >

"These pointed fingers are proof that I'm stil an issue"

- And yes they are forever unsolved issue. No one can deny their power, strength and unbreakble spirit to keep showing more what is music really is? What is a quality song really sound? Who is Bigbang? And who is the real kings?

So whats up guys waiting for three years already, dont you miss them? I know you do even deep of my heart screaming same. Also a curiousity actually after their grand comeback in 2012, what is 2015 waiting for us. But for the rest day of waiting lets keep unite and strong. Fandom that always standing behind them until whenever. Our promise for them, lets keep till end of the day. VIP JJANG !!! Gosh why my feeling mixed up with happiness and wanna crying and the same time. I struggled a lot to keep still for the past years. Kinda hard to believe I past so many years with you guys and the boys. Last but not least, VIP IS MY FIRST FANDOM AND ALSO WILL BE MY LAST FANDOM. Anyyeong.

luv xo ; kate ♚

p/s I WANT FANDOM HUG. MAY I'VE IT. Thanks for reading anyway.