Euphoria || A BTS Fanfiction

Chapter 1

My hands are shaking as I fold the letter in my hand. Fear crept into my whole being as I know my fate when I go home. I don't want to go home. My dad will be furious and I think by now he already heard the news.

Tears started forming from my eyes as I reached for my cellphone from my pocket. I dialed my brother's number. As usual he did not pick up. It was way easier to talk to him before he moved to the apartment near his university.

You see my parents are both doctors and my grandparents too. My brother Seokjin is a freshman at SNU medical school. We are a family of doctors. One requirement to get to SNU med school is to become the best of best. When I said best is to be the top student at Shinhwa High School. Its an elite school in Seoul and most of its alumni's are at the top three universities in the country.

The whole family graduated from that school. They were the top of their respective classes and I failed to get accepted. I just received the letter that I did not make the cut for their list of new students next semester.

I am such an embarrassment in this family. That's what my dad often tells me but I don't think I'll ever get used to it. And what's more frustrating is that I worked hard for it. I stayed up late for so many nights and even spent my weekends in the library and yet I didn't pass the entrance exam.

With hopeless heart I lied on my bed. I have no idea what I am going to do. I did not apply to any other schools cause it never occurred our minds that I will be rejected. Should I just defer for a year?

Who am I kidding? As much as I want to take a break from school my parents will surely not let me. My worth as a daughter is based on how high my grades are. I can only be their pride and joy if I can be on top so they can show me off to the society.

People may see that I live a perfect life, just like in the movies. Successful parents, comfortable home, but inside this huge house are kept how miserable my life really is.

My thoughts were interrupted when I heard a knock on my door.

"Come in," I said lightly.

"Kim Yu-Na shi, your father is waiting for you at his office," our long time housekeeper said.

Forcing my eyes shut, I gave her a slight nod. Then I heard her closed the door and walked away.

Moment of truth. I said to myself as I got off the bed and straightened my uniform.

Glancing at my phone hoping my brother texted me as I walked out of the room. My heart is beating so fast while I was making my way downstairs.

I stood up in front of my father's office, taking a long deep breath before I slight knock on the door.

"Come in," I heard him say.

His baritone and authoritative voice gives me chills down my spine. I've seen him get angry and its not good.

"A-appa," my voice was shaking as I walked towards him.

He was sitting on his swivel chair in front of his glass office table. He was wearing a black suit and tie, the same clothes he wore this morning. My father is a chief of the general surgery department at Seoul University Hospital. My mother is probably still at the hospital - she is a gynecologist at SUH too. Not that she will help me or something. My parents share the same thought about my studying.

My dad was looking at me with a blank expression as I stood in front of his table. For the first time I couldn't really tell if he is angry or he just doesn't care anymore. But the way he looked at me is scarier than when he is angry.

"Pack your bags, you are going to the US," he said straight to my eyes.

Shocked showered my entire being. He is sending my abroad. For sure he is sending my to live with my grandparents who are based in the States. I've spent summer there couple of years and it was hell. I never wanted to go back there ever again.

"A-appa," my tears started flowing from my eyes.

"I'm sick and tired of all the disappointments that you brought to this family. You are a disgrace to my name." He says harshly.

"I'm sorry." I cried. "I promise to do better next time. Please do not send me away."

He shook his head and motioned me to leave. I knew that was my cue that the conversation is over and even if I get on my knees and beg him. He will not change his mind.

So I wiped my tears and dragged my feet out of his office in defeat.

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Author's Note:

Hello guys! So I recently became a fan of BTS and I thought I should try to write a fan fiction about them.

So I would like to apologize in advance if there will be times that the way I write or use Korean words are wrong or may come out awkward. Obviously I am not Korean, and I only based the 'words' from the K-Shows I have watched and sometimes I searched them too. Please correct me if there's any that you will see.

Anyway, this isn't the first time that I wrote a fan fiction. I did write some in the past. Not on this account but I really hope you will give this story a shot.

I also just want to tell you that I have so much love for the boys. I've spent half of my 2020 fan girling about them to catch up to all their contents online. Still a baby Army though.

So there. I hope to meet more Army here.

Take care guys!

Borahae 💜💜💜