One night

one shot

The sound of their car pulling up makes my hair stand on end with excitement, the headlights shine right into my eyes. I quicker than usual, skip down the driveway and wrench the door open just to be with you longer, I briefly see their  posture straighten and their eyes gleam with a small smug smile but it's goes away. I always wonder why it does so fast everytime I catch you looking, is it cause they don't like me and I always see the wrong time or is it from what she said that you're protecting me from getting hurt. I want to tell you how I feel but the last time you said it wasn't the right time, the look you gave me for a month made my heart skip a beat but now you hide it by not even looking at me. A distance for a week and a best friend for another you're bipolar to me but I'm still hooked for your "love" supposedly it makes my heart hurt but my head float at the same time. As we drive I pick the music since we have the same taste it's easy, your smell is intoxicating to brink of my melting in the thought. You carelessly drive around the town it's getting dark so the lights turn on with the sun setting with its purple and pink glow engulfing the sky just making everything stunning. I love him with our favourite song playing I want the minimalist of you, from the small airy laugh to the anger, making you feel cared and mine all mine. I want to make every girl jealous of me because I have all of you and you have all of me, the flaws and the thoughts. You park the car at our spot the one where we can see everyone but they can't see us, the music changes to a slower song and out of habit the seats go back we talk about the world and anything about everything. The smallest spark comes out of our arms touching maybe it's just me and lonely emotions being filled by a person or is it what I hope it is but most likely not, I inch away but in the corner of my eye I see the confused look of your structured but soft face I don't wanna be hurt by false feelings, possibly if we talked about it maybe... No. I can't even let myself think that way. After 45 minutes you're hungry so the casual place it is, our seats go up but I hesitate cause I feel such at peace with them nothing matters, doesn't even matter if I make a fool of myself you don't care you love it. There's a piece of fluff on their right knee by the edge I bring my hand over its bothering me,  their hand catches mine before i even have a chance to grab it " what are you doing" they say with an airy laugh, "there's a fluff" they release my hand a second too slowly I grab the white fluff and put it out the window, I was closer to them when closing the window for some reason. I turn around and wack their face with my hair. I giggle "uh my eye you evil" out laughs fill the tense air" sorryyy!" I laugh from their expression. Their  stare intensifies and their body moves towards mine I noticed how close I was right then, as their smell becomes more clear and broad my breath hitches in the back of my throat. " Hi" the ordinary greeting we always says " hey". I was done with the tension I didn't care if I was rejected i crashed my lips against their's with just pure passion, my heart stopped when they  kissed back. I couldn't feel my legs as their left hand moved to the side of my jaw and half in my hair it makes me crazy, their tongue entered my mouth and I tasted the bittersweet of them. In that moment I had it all, I wanted them for so long i don't care if this is just casual it's mine all of it. The same hand goes down to the side of my thigh and up my shirt, as their bare hand touches I squirm with that action they stop and pull away. " Um i.. what did I do something wrong?" Their expression confused and flustered , " oh no I just uh! Shit sorry." I honestly thought it was ruined but they grabbed my face with both of their hands made me look them in the eyes " would you like to go out with me tomorrow night?" I looked at the clock its 10 pm I'm supposed to be home already... Will I even be able to? " I would love too." I don't care if I have to sneak out tomorrow night I want to see them again. They let go slowly and say "you've got to get home." Their  eyes tell me they doesn't want me too but I have too, the car starts and the music changes to wrapped around your finger by 5 seconds of summer I left it maybe they will listen to the lyrics cause I don't want this to just last a night.