Wanderer - MCYT/DreamSMP Oneshots

~Stone Wall(fragment)~

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author's note: Hi, hello, another unfinished thing which I think is placed around Pogtopia era of the SMP. This whole thing is just a place to publish my writing dumps, huh? I actually have ideas I promise.
note: unfinished wip/fragment writing
tags: Tommy Innit, Wilbur Soot, Tubbo, Pogtopia
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"Tommy? You ok?"

I wanted to unload everything on Tubbo. I wanted to rant and scream like I used to. Somehow, I could bring myself to speak.

"Yeah. I'm fine."

"I don't think you are." Tubbo kicked his feet. "You're. . .quiet."

"Are we doing the right thing, Tubbo?" I asked quietly. I stepped on the matted grass, listening to a cricket in the bush beside me. The sun slowly sank behind the hills, and its shadows danced over my hands. Bruised, calloused hands. "Should I be following Wilbur? I feel . . . ." I clenched my fingers and closed my eyes. "Controlled."

Tubbo stopped swinging his feet. "Like you can't do anything, right?"

"Yes, exactly!" I grabbed the arm of the bend. "Anything I do is being judged! I make one wrong mistake and all of the sudden Wilbur is breathing down my neck, waiting for me to trip! He's practically drooling over me! I hate going to see him. It makes me sick. But he's our leader, right? I said I would follow him, but he's changing, Tubbo. He's changing."

"He always looks so tired," Tubbo said. "Has he been eating?"

"I don't know. I can't ever get a word in when I'm with him." I sighed. I had tried asking, screaming at his face, casually chatting, even whispering. It didn't matter. Wilbur only saw me as a pawn, something he could move, not someone he could trust.

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author's note: I made the pawn reference before Tubbo did on stream what I'm just now seeing that.
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