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my turn now.

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y/n

it's wyatts turn to go up to the stand. obviously he's gonna come up with some fake bullshit to prove he's innocent but we all know he's not. i mean jesus christ he ruined my goddamn life. i cant even have sex with my "boyfriend" who ive known for over 15 years.
"mr. oleff, will you please take the stand?" said kate. he nodded and walked up to the stand. again, he put his hand on the bible and said "i swear to tell the truth and nothing but the truth." then he sat down.
kate started the questioning this time. "mr. oleff, can you confirm if you had written/sent these notes and pictures to miss y/l/n, mr. wolfhard, miss lillis, and or mr. grazer?" "actually yes, i can confirm that i did do all of those things."
what the fuck. did he just- if he wanted to prove himself not guilty then why would he even confess? i'm sorry i'm confused what the hell is happening. i turned around and looked at my family, finn and his family, sophia and her family, and jack and his family. everyone with their jaws dropped from confusion. even some of the jury were confused. "i'm sorry mr. oleff i thought you pleaded not guilty?" "i did. because i believe what i did wasn't wrong. yes, maybe my little gift to finn was to far but everything else i believe is completely normal." my heart dropped. how does he think ANY of this is normal? "i'm sorry but i don't think i'm following. can you please tell me and the rest of the people here why you believe what you did was normal and not wrong at all?"
"of course miss. it's simple really." he said. he looked at me. staring. he won't take his eyes off me and it's creeping me the fuck out.
"i'm not crazy, maybe crazy in love but i'm not sick or anything. if you truly have so much love and or- or passion for someone or something you should show it. all i was doing was showing her how special she is. and how- how amazing she is. y/n i- i've been in love with you since the day i layed eyes on you. i knew you would never even take a second glance at someone like me. everything you do is just so- so mesmerizing to me. the way you walk, the way you laugh when you're talking to people, it's just everything. i'm just so obsessed. but it's not bad. and i'm not ashamed of it." i cant take this anymore, i feel like i'm going to throw up. i got up and ran out of the courtroom as fast as i could. i ran to the bathroom and actually threw up. i heard the door open and saw finn. of course i'm happy it's finn but you know what? the one person who i've needed through all of this isn't here. my mom. i mean she barely even talks to me anymore as if what happened to me is my fault. i know deep down she blames herself but she's the one i need most right now. and she's not fucking here. finn is the one taking care of me more than she ever has.

"y/n are you okay?" finn asked helping me clean up a bit. "honestly no, even hearing him say my name makes me wanna cut my ears off and die. i'm so uncomfortable in there. i wish you were allowed to sit right next to me. it's hard not being able to hold onto you while i'm hearing all this disgusting shit. the worst part is that they cant just stop it. they need everything he says for the verdict. they need every word to figure out what the fuck they wanna do with him. "y/n you got this okay? all of this is almost over and wyatts going to jail. he literally just said he was guilty. now let's go back in there and put this mother fucker in jail."
"thank you finn, i don't know how i would be getting through this without you." i said. "i know" finn said kidding me on the forehead. he grabbed my hand and walked me back into the courtroom. wyatt saw us holding hands and i could just tell in his eyes he had true hatred for finn. so much that it scared me, even though he's going to jail, i was still scared.

i sat back down and katie put her hand on top of mine. "you okay?" she asked. "ya, i'm okay now, thank you." kate stood up and walked back over to the stand where wyatt remained. "mr. oleff, you may continue." "thank you miss" he smiled. he makes me sick. "as i was saying before you walked out as i was telling you how much i love you, you make me so happy. i'm so lucky to have been your first too." i looked down about to cry because that was one of the worst parts. even though he raped me, he was my first. i was saving myself for one person. for finn. i wanted finn to be my first. but he took it away from me. i cant get it back, and i wish i could. my eyes started watering and i began to cry. i tried not to cry in front of my family or anyone for that matter but i couldn't help it. i looked back up to wyatt as he started to finish what he was saying. "oh no y/n don't cry, it's okay. this is a good thing. it means that-" "HOW THE FUCK IS THAT A GOOD THING? YOU HAVE RUINED MY GODDAMN LIFE. I SPEND ALMOST EVERYDAY CRYING AND FEELING WORTHLESS. YOU MAKE ME FEEL GROSS AND VIOLATED AND SO UNSAFE. FOR MONTHS I COULDNT EVEN WALK AROUND MY OWN HOUSE OR EVEN FINNS HOUSE WITHOUT WEARING A HOODIE AND SWEATPANTS BECAUSE I WAS SO SCARED YOU WERE WATCHING ME. I MISSED SO MUCH SCHOOL WORK AND I MISSED HANGING OUT WITH PEOPLE AND GOING TO NORMAL HIGH SCHOOL THINGS BECAUSE OF YOU. I HATE YOU AND I WISH YOU WOULD JUST GO TO JAIL ALREADY SO I CAN START PICKING MY LIFE UP. IVE TRIED PICKING UP MY LIFE PIECE BY PIECE BUT IT IS SO EXHAUSTING LIVING IN CONSTANT FEAR. I HATE YOU." i screamed. i sat back down and crossed my arms, crying harder than i have in a long time. i had everyone in the courtroom staring at me. most had tears in their eyes. i didn't even dare look up to wyatt. i'm not looking at that piece of shit another second. i'm done. no one was saying anything, not even the judge.
"um, we will be back shortly with a verdict." i hear him say. i stand up and i'm pretty much attacked by my friends and family. i just dug my head into finns chest not wanting to move forever. everyone slowly started to detach themselves from me until the only ones left were me, finn, jack, and sophia. "i'm so proud of you y/n. i know how hard all of that must have been. i love you so much. jack said. "come here jack." i said pulling jack in for a tight hug. the amount of love i have for this kid is crazy. "ya y/n i'm so proud of you. YOU DID THAT YUP THATS MY BESTFRIEND!" sophia practically yelled. "i love you soph" i said hugging. "love you too babe."

two hours later which is a very short time, the judge came out and said they had finally reached a verdict.
we find the defendant...

oh shit

fuck

guilty

a/n

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