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i live for the fack friendship. finn and jack are the best bestfriends, try to change my mind. i'm happy that they're actually getting some of there feelings out about this whole situation. and i think they've come to their senses that it's time to forgive sophia and help her. not that she needs help but we still have no idea what could happen to her after he finds out she called the cops for y/n.
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finn

after talking to jack i think we should talk to y/n about being good with soph.
"hey y/n, can we talk to you about something?" "of course guys, what's up?" y/n said. "me and jack were talking and we think we need to be good with sophia.-"
"finn what? why?" she said, almost yelling. "y/n, i'm being targeted too, and who knows, jack could be next. and if he finds out sophia is the one that called the cops to investigate this whole thing, we can't let her go through it alone. you know none of this is your fault but we don't want anyone else getting hurt or going through this alone." i said in a soft tone. i'm trying to reassure her it's not her fault because it isn't, but i know how she gets.
"ya i guess i get it. it's just weird because i never would've thought that sophia would tell people, especially the police. i trust her with my life and i don't know. but i know that her true intention was just to help me." y/n said.
"exactly y/n." i said.
"hey guys my mom wants me home tonight if that's okay. i just haven't really been home and tomorrow we can get soph and talk about everything." jack said packing up some of his stuff to leave. "of course jack, i get it. thank you for staying with me, well us. see you tomorrow!" y/n said giving jack a hug. "see ya tomorrow jack." i said walking over to where they were.
"bye guys" jack said as he closed the door leaving me and y/n.
"hey y/n i'm gonna go upstairs and try to take a nap for a little bit, i didn't sleep much last night and this morning definitely didn't help." "i'll come up with you, i haven't slept either." y/n said grabbing my hand and taking the both of us upstairs.

we got into bed and i started playing with her hair since she was turned not facing me. she turned to look at me smiling. "you're gorgeous y/n. you know that right?" i said gently moving random strands of hair behind her ear. "finn stop." she said with a small laugh. "i'm serious, you're gorgeous. just everything about you is- is so amazing. you're perfect y/n." i leaned in to kiss her and at first she pulled back a little causing me to have a mini heart attack. she looked directly into my eyes and pushed her lips onto mine. this is honestly the best i've felt in so long.

!minor smut warning!
not much but still

the sweet, gentle kiss we first shared began to turn into an intense, passionate kiss.
as the kiss kept intensifying i
got on top of her and she started running her hands through my hair roughly.
i felt a tug at my shirt signaling to take it off.
our lips parted as i started to take her shirt off. she looked scared almost, a look of insecurity. admiring her,
"you're so beautiful."
i started planting soft, light kisses to her jaw, neck and working my way down.

y/n

at first it was scary because of obvious past events but i trust finn. everything is easy with him. my hands continued to get tangled up in his dark, soft curls as he's working his way down my body.
as he got closer and closer to my "spot" and tugging at my underwear i started getting flashbacks. i kept trying to focus my eyes on finn but all i saw was him. i felt like i started seeing the light colored strobe lights. i thought i heard the muffled music too. it felt like i was back there. in that room. with nobody to help me. with him.

i could feel my breathing start to become heavy and finn noticed it too but didn't say anything.
"finn" i said softly trying to get his attention but i don't think he heard. he kept kissing different parts of my stomach getting closer and closer to my heat, still tugging at my underwear.
"finn stop please." i said.
finn looked up at me with sad eyes. "y/n i'm so sorry did i do something? did i-"
"no finn you did nothing wrong it's just- i'm not ready yet i'm sorry. i just keep seeing and feeling like i'm back in that place. i'm sorry" i said trying to hold back tears. he probably hates me now. i feel so embarrassed.
"no no no don't be sorry it's okay y/n. we can wait or take things as slow as you want. i just want you to be comfortable. it's okay, i understand."
"thank you, i'm sorry" i said.
"i told you it's okay, i promis their is nothing to be sorry about.

after all that it was a little awkward but we continued to just hold each other and attempt to go to sleep. i keep getting more and more embarrassed the more i think about it. what the hell is wrong with me. i feel like after everything that happened a month ago i should be over. but i'm not. i cant get over it.

a/n

guys i'm so so sorry i've never written "heated" scenes before and i'm aware it's so bad and like i said i'm sorry 😭😭. but thank you guys for over 120 votes? like what? that's insane. thank you guys!

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