A/N: So here I am still breathing. It looks like I'm not going to die today... I'm in fifth period now in choir. So part of me expected that he wouldn't let me die. I don't know how to feel. How should I feel? I don't know...but I fell retarded... Some of me still wants to die...but at the same time there wouldn't be no point in me dying.....I don't want to feel like a jocker.... Sometimes there are things in life you don't want to except but you have to. But I feel a little better. I would like to thank playthegame6 for giving me some advice. I'm deciding whether I should continue this story. I'm going to try to tell if anything happens in sixth... I think I'm currently going through depression. As much as I don't want to believe it...it seems obliviously true since I'm hoping that I'll die and stuff.... But yet I'm not really planning on dying early. I can't help it if I was crying last night...I guess I cried myself to sleep... I'm actually feeling dull right now. Shock just came over me as I recalled that I wanted to die for a second .... Well nothing happened in sixth period so once again I didn't say anything to him! Can someone please tell what I should say to him! I sighed to myself as I scold myself for not talking to him. My friends are watching videos on vine and now I thought someone called my name... I must be hearing things now... I'm a little scared now.... After school I plan on saying bye to Dixton....
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