𝑪𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒓 (ʏᴏᴏɴᴍɪɴ)

♤ twelve ♤

𝐏𝐨𝐕:𝐘𝐨𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐢

I enjoyed today, especially, when Jimin panicked and jumped on my lap. No, I was kidding, I liked the whole day.
I walked a few steps, than I stopped and leaned on a wall next to me. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
Flashbacks went through my mind, starting when we left the hospital. When Jimin took my arm wrist and nearly fell down, the waiting session, when Jimin ate all his popcorn before the movie even starts, Jimin sitting on my lap and his little nap.

I brought him to Hoseoks flat, because I didn't know where he lives. Remembering this moment, seeing him laying in my bed makes me blushing.

But I need to go back to Daegu, I can't stay. I remembered the words, Jimin said.
I said :"I won't, I promise! "But I think, I'll break this promise earlier tha- No. I need to control my feelings. That's it. Also I can't catch feelings after a few days, that's just my imagination. That's it.
And maybe I should keep some distance...

I sighted. It's time to walk home. Hobi is definitely waiting, he wants to tease. But I'm not in love, I only like Jimin. And he has a boyfriend, so I also can't be...

I hate the fact, that the first person, I liked is already taken-

⚜┈⚜┈⚜┈⚜┈⚜┈⚜┈⚜

I lied in bed. Hoseok didn't tease me, he kinda comforted me.
I never had a relationship, I never loved or liked someone. I was kinda to lazy or not interested in dating or meeting someone.
And this boy came, crying, because his boyfriend is in hospital, being sweet and cute and lovely and - yeah. And my heart is beating like I'd run miles.

That needs to stop. Hobi agreed. When that comes out, the friendship probably is over before I can say "Sorry! ". I don't want it to end that way.
Why do I keep thinking about it!?!

*Biep Biep*

My phone beeped, so I took it. A new message. From Jimin.

ᴄʜᴀᴛ

ᴊɪᴍɪɴɪᴇ ᴄᴜᴛɪᴇ
ᴅɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʜᴏᴍᴇ ꜱᴀꜰʟʏ?

Seen

I just ignored the message .Left him on read.
I knew ,that it won't be a good move of mine but I couldn't answer.Needed som space ,that's the reason...

ᴊɪᴍɪɴɪᴇ ᴄᴜᴛɪᴇ
ᴡʜʏ ᴅɪᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴇᴀᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴏɴ ʀᴇᴀᴅ?
ʀ ᴜ ᴏᴋᴀʏ???

Seen

ᴊɪᴍɪɴɪᴇ ᴄᴜᴛɪᴇ
ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ ᴛᴀʟᴋ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ
ʏᴏᴏɴɢɪ
ʏᴏɴɢꜱ
ʏ
ᴏ
ᴏ
ɴ
ɢ
ɪ
...

Seen

ᴊɪᴍɪɴɪᴇ ᴄᴜᴛɪᴇ
ᴏʜ ᴏᴋᴀʏ
ɢᴏᴛ ɪᴛ
ɪ'ᴍ ꜱᴏʀʀʏ
ɪᴛ ᴡᴀꜱ ɴɪᴄᴇ ᴍᴇᴇᴛɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ
ʙʏᴇ

Seen

I could read the pain. Should I answer? After I left him on read? No. I can't.

So I put my phone away and tried to sleep.

But my eyes were open the whole night.

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