uncomfortably comfortable

-7-

"How are you?" Ben asked (Y/N) "I'm ok" he said rolling over to face Ben "I have class today though" Ben nodded drinking some tea that was in their mini fridge. "I've gotta go" (Y/N) said as they left the little room. Ben sat on the couch watching T.V thinking about the odd transactions he and the taller boy had last night, thinking about it he had never seen him eat in the two weeks he'd been living with him. 

As (Y/N) walked to class he was planning the things he could and couldn't eat today. He was tired of feeling the way he had been for 2 years. Feeling a terrible feeling in his gut from eating, almost any type of food was off the table, literally. He had picked up several bad habits including smoking taking several smoke breaks in the bathroom during class. He was a self defined rebel but lots of other people called him the title but he loved it. He was now in the bathroom about to start smoking, he had the trashcan propped against the door so no-one could get in. He pulled out his box of smokes then the lighter. Then he heard a banging type of sound then a knock, "Hey I need to use it, man" A voice said.

"Use D halls bathroom" He set his cigarette and lighter down as he walked closer to the door, he could hear receding footsteps, so he walked back to his stuff and put the cigarette to his lips and lit it, He smoked and once he was finished he popped a piece of gum into his mouth, he moved the trash can and left back to class. Class was uneventful his teacher usually let them work by themselves. He went back to his dorm his next class in three hours so he had time to take a nap then workout. Once he got into the room Ben was in bed with his guitar sing a song as he played, it sounder similar to what he played at the bar. 

"Whats that called?" (Y/N) Said as he sat down on the ground "eat shit and die" He said ))great fucking song((  He decided to workout now and nap after, he laid down on the floor and started doing sit ups, working away at nothing. He had only had a monster and coffee for breakfast needing more energy than what he had when he was asleep, He felt like he was going to pass out so he got up and grabbed and apple, cringing as he ate the sweet fruit, he was in a manic episode, "Do you want to go to the gym?" (Y/N) asked as he got up from the couch. "Um. Sure?" He said as he started to climb down the bunk bed. 

He started to dig through his bag  looking for clothes that he could wear to a gym and not die of heatstroke, he grabbed a pair of running shorts and a tank top, (Y/N) Grabbed a sweat shirt and sweat pants, He pulled his shirt of instantly looking at his ribs and checking his collar bones, Ben watched in fear as he looked at the skinny man infront of him, he feared for (Y/N) he'd barely seen him eat and he was this thin. "Would you want to go an a date with me?"