Drugs And Alcohol(Almost)Took My BoyFriend.....

"Whats the matter with you?"Star shouted

........, no answer not even eye contact,

"So your gonna ignore me? Look at you, you look awful and you smell gross have you been drinking?"

He looked up at me,

"why are your eyes all red have you gotten any sleep?"

"I couldn't, all i could think about was you and I'm really sorry," he said despondently

"OK i understand it's okay i know what you did was really futile but i forgive you" i said in a forgivable attitude

"NO! you don't understand" he said yelling jumping up grabbing my arms,

"what are you talking about, are you drunk?"

"NO! listen to me" he demanded

"OK, just stop yelling"

he started looking around then began pacing the room,

"Babe,"

.......No Answer

"BABE!!! "i yelled leaving my voice echoing slightly,

"WHAT, why are you yelling" he exaggerated

"What's going on,"

"I'm Not myself anymore I'm going crazy, I cant eat ,sleep or think straight I'm really F***** UP" he expounded,

"Whats happening," i asked looking worried and lost,

"Babe, some guy came up to me and offered me some drugs and i took then and ever since then I've been going crazy(its been 2 days since he took the drugs)," he elucidated

"Babe," i said walking towards the bed where he was sitting and sat on his lap wrapping my hands/arms around his neck, its gonna be okay,"

"No!, its not you don't understand,"

"Just calm down please, for me at least your scaring me," i added daydreaming into his eyes

"I'm sorry but i think i should go, I can't take hurting you anymore than i have already" he spoke out interrupting the moment lifting me off his lap placing me on the bed,

"i jumped up and ran in front of the door to block his pathway,but i don't want you to go" i murmured loud enough so he could hear me,

"Babe i can't stay here, please move" he pleaded

"i hypocrisy(can't)"

"why not?"

"because I LOVE YOU and if i let you leave this might be the last time i see you,"

"what are you talking about he asked angrily?"

"jess what i'm saying is if i let you leave you might not come back or something might happen to you, your situation could get worse,"

"Babe you know i cant stay here....." Jesse uttered

"don't worry about it my parents aren't even home,they wont be back for 1 month there on a vacation,'' i spoke out cutting him off

"idk," he responded quietly

"come on please," i begged

I then begin walking toward him, hugging him by the neck,(it was about 12:59 at the time)

Jess placed his hands on my waist and we stayed put in that position for 20 minutes almost,

i looked up at jess he was day dreaming out the window,he wouldnt look at me it seemed like something was wrong he apeared to be still upset,

"Babe, " i called out

"uh yeah, "he answered really low

"whats wrong " I inquired, it looks like there's something