4 days later
Ciara
Good morning dr. C"
Morning is my patient in her room"
Yes she is"
Ok"
I walked in the office looking over her file and smiled at the white women ahead of me
Good morning dr.C"
Morning Rebecca how are things going"
Um good and bad I wanna say"
Ok so let me know what's been bad"
So to start I'm pregnant and I'm not ready to raise a child"
Ok so what do you plan on doing"
Honestly I was considering a abortion"
You need to be completely sure about your decision here I need you to be a hundred percent sure"
I believe I'm sure....the dad is a dope head I fucked up with and me myself I still love with my parents I can't bring a baby into a world like that"
Ok I tell you what let's see how far along you are and see if your capable"
She laid down and I did the necessary procedure for her and we discovered she was about a month pregnant
Any morning sickness, cramps, Or anything"
No nothing"
Ok Rebecca I'll give you two days to make a final decision here's where you should contact me if you decide to go threw with this ok"
Yea thanks for not judging me doctor"
This is a judgement free zone your body you do what you please with it"
She got up and I walked her out seeing my next client sitting down on the waiting chairs
Chery I'm ready for you"
She stood up and I seen her huge belly and smiled she was a beautiful respectable women and always came in right on time never a second late
Morning doctor"
Morning how are you"
Exhausted actually"
Don't worry where finnaly at the final week are you ready for this"
Honestly ion know I prepared but something In my mind tells me it will be even worse then I thought"
Don't over think it cherry everything's gonna be fine are you staying rested and eating like your supposed to"
Yea I have"
Ok I'll like to ask are you still going with a water birth"
Yea my husband can't wait"
Glad he's excited"
By about 3pm Ciara was exhausted finished with her last patient she went to her office and changed into something more comfortable she wasn't feeling to well her body felt sore and the lack of sleep she had gotten was being hidden with makeup
She hated not sleeping her bags always got super dark making her look like a raccoon a curse and a blessing from her grandmother
She got her bag together and grabbed her phone shutting her computer and other electronics off and proceeded to leave the building maybe she'd be able to get some form of rest if she smoked or something
Her phone went off as she climbed in her car driving on the road
Hey G wassup"
Nun you aight"
I'm Good G you got gas on you"
Yea of course"
I need a 8th and can you have somebody roll em ion feel like it"
Gotchu"
How much is that"
Free"
G what's the price"
Free 99"he hung up and she shook her head
Stopping at a read light her eyes averted to her dashboard at the cvs bag she had bought just a few hours ago she didn't want what was in it to be true but she had to be real with herself
She knew the signs to well and her throwing up for the past two days wasn't giving her any hope anyway
The light changed and she drove home it took her maybe 30 minutes from the hospital she worked in but it was a calming ride quiet and really gave me time to think
I got out the car and put everything in my bag even the cvs bag I walked threw the park for a short cut and got in the building I went up to G and knocked on the door
I changed my mood completely as the door opned
Surprise shawty"I yelled at grimy
He laughed and I hugged him
Wassup with you nigga"
Nun"
Where y'all at"
Living room"
I went around the wall into the living room and seen all them sitting around but I was more happy to see East he just made me smile every Time I seen him
Hey y'all"I hugged rocky G then finally sat down between him and East
All this room and you sit next to me"G said
Who said I sat over here for you"
Oop"grimy said and I laughed
We're my stuff"
Hm"rocky said tossing it to me
Rocky was definitely the quiet one out of all them but he was chill as a bitch and shit rocky knew how to put cloths together like a pro
I said roll it G"
I forgot"
Get on my fucking nerve"I rolled my eyes and took my sneaker off I knew I ain't have a smell so I was good
Ewwww ya feet"
Ewwww ya face"I stuck my middle finger up and he did it back
Who wanna roll this for me"
Gimme"East took the pack from me and I smiled
What y'all doing the rest of the day"
Gotta run some errands how was work"
Gucci"
What you do again"
Take care of the retarded kids so they don't end up like you"
Rocky bust out laughing and I was weak off his laugh nigga sound like a windex bottle
Rocky why you laugh like that"I wheezed out
Why yo wit like that"
This my work wig"
You gotta work wit"
Yea see I ain't finna wear my good shit and it get fucked up so I wear this one"
You bald head under that"
Yea"I nodded not lieing I had just cut my hair off so I had a curly Afro but my hair stopped at my neck
Lemme see"
Grimy that shit don't come off she glued it down"
No I didn't"I I took my headband off and pulled it off grimy eyes grew like he was shocked
I took my real hair out the ponytail and grimy aloes around the couch touching my hair
It's fluffy"
I know grimy"
But you ain't even bald head you got decent hair now I know some bald head bitches"East laughed and I looked at him rolling and the shit was effort less for him
How you roll like that?"
Ion know I just got skills"
Cocky much"I got up and put my wig in my bag
Nah wait till rocky roll you gonna see"
Rocky ya spliffs pack a punch"
He nodded and kept packing up weed
Y'all leaving after East done"
Yea"
Aight if y'all want y'all can come upstairs I'm cooking"
What you making"
Jerk chicken, peas&rice planton and cabbage"
I'll be the first one there"grimy said
Hungry bastard"
He smacked me in my neck and I turned on the couch before he could run I grabbed the back of his neck chocking him
Ahhhh shit"
Don't be touching me nigga"I kicked him and was finna hit him again but East grabbed me back over the couch with one arm
Ohh you strong"I laughed sitting down
Once day imma beat yo ass"
Aight martin Luther king sit you I had a dream head lads down"rocky said making me bust out laughing
One dayyyyy when the war is won we will be oneeee"G started singing and I screamed laughing
Yo I can't breath son"East laughed
Y'all niggas is stupid"
