War With Us

what to say

Anna's POV:

"Y-yeah", I stutter out nervously

She shakes her head and points to her glass door balcony. We walk up to it and go outside and feel the cool breeze hit my face.

"Don't be nervous but we do need to talk.", she says

"Ok.... where do we start?", I ask sitting down on her furniture as she sits opposite of me.

"I don't know to be honest. But I'll start.", she says letting out a breath and started pulling at her hands. She wasn't looking directly at me

She's nervous too

"I want to apologize for what happened a that night. I feel like I took advantage and pressured you into doing something that you weren't comfortable with. And i don't even know how I thought that it was ok to—", I cut her off.

I moved so fast to grab her hands and readjust myself in my seat to say, "what happened was amazing. You did NOT take advantage of me or the situation. You were slow and patient. So caring and kind. I put all my trust in you and you let me feel something that I've never felt before. And I can say this now, IM sorry. If anyone took advantage of anything, it was me. I knew how you felt and I feel like I used you—", now she cut me off

"You did not use me. It wasn't a mistake. If I could go back, I would do it all again but a different outcome.",she said and that made me feel a certain way

I nod my head

"Ok.....now I want to apologize for the next morning. I made you feel like a rebound or a one night stand and I'm sorry. You are not a one night stand, you're my absolute best friend in the entire world. You are my twin flame and my moon. You are the one person in this world who I love more than anyone else combined. You are.....amazing. And I do need to say something. Tonight when you can get me, I broke up with Micheal. A-and I broke up with him because he wasn't the good that I needed. He wasn't the feeling of home. He wasn't the person who made me feel safe. He wasn't the person who was compassionate and kind. He wasn't the person that I wish he was. He was a replacement for the person who I actually love. He was the bad.", I stand up and walk over to the edge of the balcony and lean over. I face away from her as I say this last part. But I say it loud enough for everyone to hear.

"....And you.....Y/N are my good. You are THAT person. You are my person. I never meant to hurt you like I did, but I also never meant to fall in love with you like I did", I say my peace.

I hear her stand up but I don't look over until she stands next to me. She turns me to her and we look into each other's eyes. She takes a deep breath and puts her hands softly on my cheek.

"You have always been my best. You have also always been my worst", she says as we both giggle, still staring into each other's eyes

"You are my first true love and you know that. And I want for nothing more than to see you happy. So now it's your turn to choose. Choose what life you want to live: the one where I am only your best friend or the life where I am your best friend and your lover. But Anna, before you make this choice I need you to know that I'm only offering this once. I can't handle being second choice again. So......Boonie, choose", she says letting out a breath as she lightly leans on the balcony

I step closer and pull her down a little. I softly grab her neck and jawline and pull her in. I pull her so close that I feel her breath draw in sharply against me. I say in a low voice, but loud enough for her to hear, "I choose you..".

I pull her in and kiss her finally. After what felt like a lifetime, I kiss her and I feel her smile against me. She's happy and I finally am too. I break for air after a few minutes of kissing. We were both out of breath and panting. Staring into my eyes again she says, "I'm so glad you chose this.."

And I kiss her again as we laugh into the kiss.

So no cliffhanger.....

Not proofread cuz I'm lazy