Fading memories: Without him

Massacre

(This part of the story is written in perspective of Yasashi)

I didn't feel like myself anymore, i felt like i could take on the whole world with my tomahawk and with my strength, I felt like a new man and I didn't feel like Yasashi anymore, i felt like the Grim Reaper. I ascended up to the surface before killing the first person that i saw, then another one, then another one. It felt good, it gave me power. I wanted to stop but my body wouldn't let me stop, it was just me and Tatsuya. He knew everything I needed to know, he knew what to do and he knew what i really wanted. He understands me and he lets me do what i want.

Tatsuya: That's right, do as i say and you'll feel alive again.

I nod to myself still wanting to stop, i felt trapped.

Tatsuya: Who is Rei to you?

Yasashi: the girl that got me killed.

Tatsuya: Good.

Yasashi: But i can do this by myself, I honestly don't need your help

Tatsuya: Whatever you say

Tatsuya sinks into the ground, leaving me alone to do what i want. This sense of freedom is something i've been waiting for all my life. I can't tell you how many families i killed when i was alive, but now the dead is just as dangerous as the living. I didn't know what country i was in but i knew that i'd be the one where i'd wipe it down to extinction. But deep down i knew I couldn't do this by myself, i had another target i had in mind.

I want to be Yasashi again but this is my life now, this is far from what i wanted but this is the life i now live, everything i say is not the same old Yasashi. My only wish is to be saved