After Chae's graduation and the news of Lisa leaving for New York I didn't seem to feel anything at all
I know that I love her but Eunha she's my first love and they say "first love never dies" I guess that applies on me as well
But I just can't understand why everyone was giving me dirty looks I don't care if they blame me for Lisa's departure
She left because she wanted, and she left because she was a obedient daughter to her mom. I knew in the first place that she'd be choosing on going away so why waste time?
Opening the door to our house it was a bit dim since it was just me in here and my parent's left for business stuff the maids are probably sleeping by now
I opened my phone to text Eunha I just got home but then someone spoke startling me
"Young master" I held on my chest and glared playfully at the head maid in the house
"Nana, why did you startle me" I said frustratedly
"Sorry, Kookie I just wanted to hand you this letter and tell you that there are three boxes in your room and its all from Ms. Lisa" I just nodded and got the letter from Nana
"Who brought it here?" I asked
"She brought it here last week I guess and she told me to hide it until today" then she bowed and left me there I opened the letter that was folded
Dear Jungkookie,
Hello! I know you might be wondering why I left when told everyone I'm staying. I just wanted to move on from you and from the pain that was left in me. I'm not going to lie anymore, but the scar you left in me was pretty bad
I loved you I really did and I just hope I at least made you happy during the times we were together just like the way you made me happy and content. I was ready to risk it all for you but it's fine, just promise me to be happy
Thank you for all the things you have done to me, I hope you see my worth while I'm away from you
Love your Lali :")
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Then our polaroid was attached to the paper
I didn't know I shed a tear until now, as I made my way to my room all the memories flashed back to me
The carnival
The play
Her being stabbed
Our morning jog
Our boxing bonding
And our vlogs
I opened my door with a heavy heart and I saw three pastel yellow boxes stacked
I opened the one on the top and it contained the camera I badly wanted to buy but we can't find any of it here
The next box contains the PS5 that was out of stock here in Korea
The last box was some of the gifts I gave to her, and some of my hoodies but at least she kept that one thing I treasure the most
Our Cartier rings, she kept them with her
Now that I'm looking at all of this it makes me think of how bad I am
