"Fake" - Daniel Seavey

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Y/N's POV
A Few Hours Later
I hugged him.

"I'll see you soon. Thanks for helping me."

"No problem. I'm here for you always."

He kissed my forehead and I walked out.

I opened the front door and Daniel was sitting on the couch.

"Where's Layla?"

"Out with some friends, where have you been?"

"At a friends house."

"Oh. Well, you look pretty."

I slight smiled and went into the kitchen. I grabbed a water out of the fridge and felt hands around my waist.

"ive missed your pretty little body under mine." he whispered in my ear, while tucking some hair behind my ear.

"d-daniel not right now."

"why? are you scared?"

"no."

he started kissing my neck.

"You aren't turning me on." I said pushing him off and walking away.

I looked behind me. He was looking at the ground. He looked sad. Defeated.

"Don't talk to me the rest of the night." He screamed at me while looking up at me.

"I didn't plan on it." I said running upstairs and slamming the bedroom door.

I fell to the ground. Tears streamed down my face.

Why does this keep happening?

I never thought he'd pick someone else over me. My love for him is so strong. I couldn't never love anyone else the same.

I walked out of the bedroom and went downstairs. He was sitting at the kitchen island, drinking.
His face looked red. I couldn't tell if it was from anger or crying.

The image of him yelling at me replayed through my head.
The way he looked at her.
I turned around and ran back upstairs.
I grabbed a notebook and pen.
I slowly started writing.

Daniel,

I can't believe we've been "together" for so long. 2 years? The past 2 years have been filled with so many adventures. I wouldn't have wished to spend them with anyone else. But, now is my time to say goodbye. We've had so many fights. We've broke up what seems like a million times. You've hurt me so many times. You always promise not to. But you never followed through. I can't keep letting you hurt me.
I know you loved me at some point. I could tell. But then it slowly felt like uou actually did turn it off.
I see the way you look at her. It's the way you used to look at me. I hope that you guys do all the things we planned on doing. Or atleast i planned on doing, with you.
I've left you a notebook, I wrote in it everytime you made me feel loved, cared for, and all our crazy times together. If you ever miss me, you can reminisce about the good times.
I'm leaving. Leaving somewhere no where will find me. Not you, corbyn, zach or anyone. I'll be okay. I know you will be too.
Do me a favor and keep care of yourself, okay? That's all I ask. I care about you so much. And I always will. That will never change.
I love you daniel. So much. My love for you is endless. But I have to do this. For myself.
You will benefit off of it too. I promise.
We aren't made for eachother.
I thought we were.
But i was proven wrong.
I wish we were. But life doesn't always give you what you want.
I love you daniel. I always will. Forever. But it's my time to go.
Tell Layla I wished you two the best of luck.
Goodbye Daniel.

- Y/N