you're so cute「kickthestickz」

wavering

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CHRIS POV

with my arms still wrapped around pj, i calmed down and my heartbeat slowed to a normal pace. i explained what happened, how the creepy man was from the 'pub' was trying to drag me to the club.

the whole time, pj listened silently.

'and... towards the end, when you stopped him, he was-' i stopped talking, and wondered if i should tell him, my whole face heating up again because of the embarrassment.

'what was he going to do?'

'um...'

pj pulled me closer to him and sighed:

'chris, i'm not going to let you go if you don't tell me.' he said, loosening his tight grip but locking his fingers firmly behind me and placing his forehead on my forehead.

our lips were inches apart, and i looked into his eyes for a bit, before quickly averting them and looking down at the sofa. i placed both my hands on his chest and pushed him slightly.

he's not budging is he?

'do I really have to say?'

stupid chris. look at him, do you think he's going to leave it like this?

placing my hands in front of my face, i refused:

'no! i'm not going to tell you~'

i was hoping to break the serious atmosphere and take his attention away from my blushing face.

'why, i'll force it out of you!' pj demanded with a chuckle, and planted my back against the sofa, securing

my arms on either side of my head. he then lowered his lips until they were only a few centimetres away from mine and asked again.

'chris, tell me now.' the dominance of his voice was making me feel small under his hovering body above me.

'n-no, if i tell you my remaining innocence will be shattered!' i responded.

'then i have no choice.' pj slipped his hand under my shirt, his cold hand lightly tickling my bare skin making me shiver.

'wait, ahh~' my unconsciously moaned lowly, covering my face again with the one free hand I had.

pj chuckled lowly: 'haha, that was cute.'

he actually wants to kill me doesn't he?

'-okay, i'll tell you! he tried to grab my... thingy, okay!?' i finally admitted and pushed pj away before my heart ran out of beats to skip.

'your...?' he gestured downwards and i nodded, flushing.

'well, considering what your reaction was just then, i wouldn't be surprised if anyone tried to hit on you.' he mocked, i could see he was joking, but wasn't that a bit insensitive?

i wouldn't want anyone to hit on me except you... so why can't you understand already? i like you so much it hurts.

'... you don't even know how i feel...' this time i let my tears free fall, not even knowing why exactly i was crying for.

'woah chris i-'

and with that i left pj there and ran out the door, to no where in particular, i just didn't want him to see me crying again.

A/N

sorry if this made no sense lol - K