I wake up to the door going

Tegan: uh

I get up answering the door

Jonah ; hi
Tegan : stay away i am ill as hell
Jonah; u sure its not cause you've been crying
Tegan ; i don't know just stay away
Jonah; I'll sit the other side of the room also coffe
Tegan; thank u

I go into the bathroom brushing my hair and teeth and i walk out

Jonah; so me and the boys got told what happend last night i thought I'd come cheak on u
Tegan: thank u
Jonah: how are u
Tegan; i don't know
Jonah ; this is so shit
Tegan; it is
Jonah; what are u gonna do
Tegan: well once u go I'm gonna pack my shit and go to the airport go to back to LA
Jonah ; i think u and daniel need to have a proper conversation about this . It was late last night u were both probably shatterd we bad all been up at 6
Tegan: we want different things
Jonah; but were talking years into the future tho a lot of things could change u could both be throwing away something special .
Tegan; i know
Jonah ; in my opinion and u can tell me to get lose but u should talk
Tegan; i think i should just go give me and him space and talk when ever were both in LA
Jonah; u shouldn't leave it talk today then you'll both be leaving here knowing what i both are
Tegan: i don't know if i can see him
Jonah ; your strong you'll be able to see him
Tegan; I'll message him
Jonah ; go on girl

I get my phone

Tegan ; can we talk please ?

Daniel; yh i think we need to talk

Tegan ; meet down in the lobby in 10

Daniel; see u there

I put my phone down

Tegan; meeting him in a minute
Jonah; I'll leave u be good luck not that you'll need it
Tegan; mhm
Jonah: bye
Tegan: bye

He walks out and i get dressed i put my hood up and i walk down to the lobby

Daniel; hi
Tegan; hi
Daniel; do u want to go for a walk
Tegan: yh

We walk out of the hotel

Daniel; u sleep wel
Tegan; not really
Daniel ; no i didn't either like so much shit running throw my head then i fucking stubbed my toe and it was bleeding just worst night
Tegan: u stubbed your toe i did this

I pull my hood down showing my head

Daniel; what did u do u have a massive cut on your head
Tegan : i couldn't sleep needed a pee i was in complete dark and walked into the door fram also i sore throat

He starts laughing

Daniel ; sorry shouldn't be laughing
Tegan ; its ok after all the crying i laughed myself
Daniel ; yh
Tegan ; look last night
Daniel ; we were tired it was a long day
Tegan: yh
Daniel; u were right in saying we would be wasting our time if we stayed together because theres no changing my mind and yours . And we couldn't ask of each other to change our minds because in the long whole we would hate each other .i don't want us hating each other
Tegan; its just horrible because i don't wanna lose u but we can't be together we want such different things

I start crying

Daniel; oh please don't cry

He wipes my tears and hugs me

Tegan: so we are officially broken up
Daniel ; yes
Tegan; ok
Daniel ; i hope we can stay frineds
Tegan: i hope we can aswell
Daniel ; yh
Tegan; I'm gonna go pack my stuff up and i go to the airport
Daniel: I'm sorry this happend here would of been better if it happend in LA
Tegan; would of been better if didn't break up but every good thing must come to an end
Daniel ; i wish we weren't either
Tegan ; I'll um see u around
Daniel ; yh

He kisses my cheek

Tegan : bye

I walk off going back to the hotel and i go to my room packing up my suitcase and i leave the hotel and i get an uber to the airport and i mange to get a last minute flight to Portland

Skip a few hours

Lexi : what the fuck

She hugs me

Lexi ; why u here
Tegan ; didn't feel like being in LA just at the minute
Lexi ; come in ya potato

I walk in

James ; hey
Tegan; hi
James: why here
Tegan ; am i not welcome
James ; no your welcome all the time
Lexi ; she was bored of LA
James ; wasn't she meant to be on tour with her boyfriend
Lexi ; yh wait what happend with that

I explain what happend

Lexi : oh lord
James; wait u both don't want kids
Tegan; yh
James ; the cooper line will be disappearing
Lexi ; no we still have our uncle he had what 5 sons
Tegan: no 6 he had set of twins
James; fucking hell i knew your family was huge but just from your uncles side theres loads .
Lexi ; yh but litrally everyone apart from us 2 everyone else is twins
James ; are u adopted
Tegan ; don't even joke
James; what come on u 2 look nothing alike u look nothing like your mom or dad neither one of u have got your moms cancer gene . And u don't have twins like everyone else
Tegan; your making me question everything

I let out a little laugh

Lexi: just imagine tho
Tegan; we aren't tho
James ; i would cheak
Lexi ; i think we should just call dad be like dad we know , we know were adopted
Tegan; so down i need a laugh
James : face time him
Lexi ; i am hold your horses

She gets her phone face timing dad

Lexi ; dad we know
Dad ; know what exactly
Tegan : that were adopted
Dad ; what
Lexi ; yh we know

I couldn't contain my laughter anymore and i start laughing

Dad ; i should of told u sooner we always intended on telling u both when tegan had turned 18 but then your mom had passed and i didn't want u thinking of your mom differently because she wasn't your biological mother
Lexi ; sorry what
Tegan ; hes fucking with us james has clearly told him what we were doing
James ; swear to god i didn't
Lexi ; say your fucking with us
Dad ; u didn't know
Tegan: dad please say u fucking with us
Dad ; oh god
Tegan : are u being dead serious right now
Dad ; I'm gonna come round
Lexi ; no i want u to explain right now don't come here explain over the phone now
Dad ; your mom couldn't have kids we tryed and tryed but she wasn't getting pregnant. So we talked about adopting and we went throw with it lexi u had been left at a fire station 3 days after u were born and we adopted u . 3 years later adopted tegan
Tegan: holy shit

She hangs up and she runs upstairs

James : Lexi

We get up going up stairs

Tegan : lex
James : let us in
Lexi: go away
James : no
Tegan: i know this is shocking it is for the both of us but u shouldn't lock yourself away i think me u and dad all need to sit down and talk about this .
James; shes right lex come out
Lexi ; no we've been lied our whole lifes
Tegan; yes but if we go to dad we can a get proper answers lexi i think that's what we need
Lexi ; i wanna be alone now go away maybe tomrrow we can talk to dad but not today no chance
Tegan; ok
Lexi ; now go
James ; ok

We head back down stairs

James ; shit
Tegan: and i didn't think this 24 hours could get worse
James ; u don't seem shocked
Tegan ; i am but also not people have always said lexi is gorgeous and the most prettiest person they've met . And then there like what the hell happend to u so now it all makes sense why she's so pretty I'm not
James ; are u gonna end up in a hospital again
Tegan ; no i am not
James ; good
Tegan: god i need to sleep these past 24 hours have been the worst
James ; u know where your room is
Tegan; thanks

I grab my stuff and i go upstairs going to the room and i lay down

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