In life there's no such thing as a restart button no mater how much your hating what just happened or what happened in the past you cant undue what is already done. If there was a restart button it would be death so get the gun and pull the trigger because your always gonna remember the events that took place, that you try so hard to forget. Bad memories will always come to the surface as soon as the little things remind you of that one thing you tried to forget and when you think about it all the other memories come pouring in like a bad storm. Then you may think to yourself "why cant I just forget!?". It brings down your mood everytime you think about it, when you were just fine everything was okay until the past came to mind. There's a way to get over the past you have to learn from it. Think about what you could of done better. If you keep running from the past it will only get worse. Holding on to the past can change you learn to understand what happened and let it go. Your past can be your motivation for the present and future, think differently about things building a stronger mindset is key to your problem. There's no need for a gun anymore because realizing that death cant help you either, you'll just be living another life with more bad memories. The past can hurt like hell and that's good your starting to understand what you don't want happen again. Think of ways to stop it from reoccurring may or may not help. The only thing you can do is act different for future events a better you in life.
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The past can be a hard pill to swallow
RandomThis short writing describes the feel of not being able to fully accept the past and having to move forward.
