Kachinonai | BnhaXReader

Chapter Two: Personality

I tapped my pencil on the paper slowly with my face buried into one of my arms. My eyes were closed while I tried to focus on an idea. Any idea. It had been fifteen minutes, but I still didnt know what to draw. I mean it's not like I had any type of tasks. I just wanted to get creative and draw something new.

I sat up and tossed my head back to look at the roof. I tell people that it helps me think of creative things to draw. But who am I kidding, the only thing it helps me do is get lost in thought. Think about life's miraculous wonders. Pain brought upon both innocent and guilty people. Why do people feel pain? I mean I know that it's a normal reaction when something bad happens, but why do bad things have to happen? Why cant the universe just give it a rest and let people live happily?

Sorry. I guess that's a little off topic. That's something I do often. Think about things that I know are never gonna change, but I always feel the need to add my "what ifs" to a hopeless, turned traumatic event.
Sorry about that. I'll let you get back to the story.

I let out a sigh and stood up. I checked the time on the baby blue wrist watch Mr. Yamada got me for my birthday. "I probably won't be able to think of anything just sitting here. I could go for a quick walk. It's not too late."

I looked over to my sister. She wasnt asleep, but she wouldn't be able to hear me leave over her earphones. She also had the blanket over her head like she usually does so she wouldn't see me either. I grabbed my beat up converse from the closet and sat on my desk chair to put them on.

"I could really use some new shoes, but I'm just going for a quick walk so I'll be fine for now. Although, I am getting ready to start at Yueii so I should be prepared? I dont know, it's been forever since I've had my first day of school, I guess I forgot how it works a bit. But how do you forget something like that, it's so simple. I guess I've always been sort of an idiot so it doesnt really matter....what was I doing again?..."

I stopped tying my shoelaces and stayed crouched over my knee. "What was I doing again? I guess I got so off track that I lost my train of thought. He. See what I did there? Yeah, I'm pretty fun- wait, focus! You were putting on your shoes because....Oh!" I finished tying my shoe and stood up. I was going for a walk.

I pulled my sweater out of the closet and put it on. Its actually a sweater for guys, but I dont really care. I peeked my head out the door to see if Aizawa would see me walk out. It's not like I was trying to break any rules, but it was a quarter past ten, so I doubt he would let me go out on a walk alone at this time.

He was sitting on the couch. The T.V. wasnt on so I couldn't really tell what he was working on. Probably prepping for the first day of Yueii I guessed.
I looked around and laid my eyes on the trash can. It wasnt completely full, but just enough so I could pretend to be taking out the trash. I silently cheered and walked out of my room. I pulled out the trash bag and tied it close. I moved my attention over to Aizawa.

"Um, Aizawa. The trash is pretty full so I'm just gonna take it out, okay?" He hummed in response.
I threw the bag over my shoulder and walked towards the front door, but before I could walk out, I was stopped at the sound of my gaurdians voice.

"Dont stay out too long. And make sure to remember those self defense tactics I taught you. Be back before it gets too dark."

I stood there in awe. "How'd he know what I was really trying to do?" I opened my mouth to ask, but he interrupted me once more.

"You never take out the trash this late alone. Your afraid that either a raccoon or a bug will attack you. So you were obviously trying to do something else."

"Impressive." I opened the door and walked out. "I'll make sure to be safe so dont you worry!" I closed the door behind me and walked to the dumpsters. If I'm going out anyways I might as well, right? I threw out the trash, making sure to check for any raccoons or insects in the process, and was on my way.

"Okay, so maybe I'll go to the manga cafe. I can get a drink and read a chapter of one of my favorites and that could probably get my thought process going." I sighed. "Look at me talking to myself. I feel like a loser. At least there's no one around to hear me sound like an idiot."

I stopped walking. There was no one around. It was dark. And I'm not the tallest girl in the world. I looked around to make sure no one could see me then pulled out a piece of dry clay in the shape of Kirby. I took one last look around and put my hand around it. I opened my hand and there stood a smiling Kirby, kind of confused as well.

"Hey there little guy." I said in a quiet voice. "Can you help me out with something?" He nodded. "If you see any weird movement or if you think we're being followed, can you tell me right away?"

He nodded again and put his arms up gesturing towards my head. I put my hand next to my head and moved it when I felt him climb off.

"There we go! Thanks little guy!"

Oh. I guess I forgot to mention my quirk. It's called Life. Or at least that's what I like to call it. I can take any inanimate object and bring it to life. It's hard to use it on any natural earth element such as fire, earth or water, since these elements are already part of the Earyhs Biosphere. It also has the advantage to heal peoples wounds quickly. It has a couple of different types of advantages and disadvantages, so I wont go over all of them now.

I continued to walk until I reached the manga cafe. I stopped in front if the door and stared at the "We are now closed" sign.

"Of course its closed. Why would it be open this late?" I thought. I sighed for what seemed like the hundredth time tonight and shoved my hands into my pockets. "Maybe I should go back home. It's not like any other places are open this late that are nearby, right?" I continued to walk, my attention on the ground.

I stopped walking at the sound of fireworks shooting into the sky, followed by excited cheers once it exploded. I looked up at the sky watching as more shot up into the air. 

"I wonder what they're celebrating for." I thought. I can't think of any special holiday, but it could be someone's birthday." I turned around to walk in the opposite direction. I wasnt very fond of being around people and that sounded like a crowd. The loud boom of the fireworks was also something that bothered me. I'd much rather walk alone, even if it was unsafe.

Another thing about me. I don't like being around people I'm unfamiliar with. Well, people in general actually. Its not that I want to be alone. I've just grown accustomed to being by myself. I wish I could I could grow out of my shell, but that's kind of difficult when your too scared to try. Because when you do try....

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"You thought that just because you did a few favors for me that we could be friends?" She scoffed. "No wonder why you've never had any real friends before, you try so hard to be liked it's pathetic."

"I'm n-not... I wasn't..." The tears pricked the corners of my eyes. I took a step back.

"Awe~ I think you made her cry. Better be careful in case her sister finds out."
 
"Yeah right. She's not gonna tell her." She took a few steps towards me, close enough so I could hear her whisper.

"Cause that'd be even more pathetic to have her sister fight her battles for her."

...It'll just explode in your face.