10000 Hours || Jikook {Completed}

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Jungkook pov

A park. Yes, a park that very similar to myself. This is where my first destination after I step out from the house. I parked my car and getting out from it when I made sure everything is okay. I locked my car and started to walk to the park. I love this park so much. This is the place where me and Jimin went for dating before and after we were married. Yeah, my husband. I miss him though.

No wanting to let my feeling conquering my heart and my mind, I continue to walk along the park. Seeing many people who are jogging, cycling and spending time with their beloved one  made me feel a bit happy. Now, I know what is the meaning of 'my happiness is when I'm seeing someone happy' thing. Slowly, my sad feeling disappeared little by little.

Suddenly, I saw someone that made him interested to always look at her. A girl. A small little girl who just around 4 years, maybe. How she can be so cute even while playing a water balloon? When her water balloon is all used, she returned back the bowl and a stick to the seller and running to somewhere. She's running back to a male and hug his leg. Her daddy, I guess.

"Daddy!!"

When her daddy realize his daughter is hugging his leg, he carries her and hug his daughter into his arm. 

"Where did you go, my little sweetie..?"

"I was playing that water balloon, daddy.." while pointing out at the seller of the game.

I smiled when I saw the interaction between a daughter and her daddy. Then, I notice a female that seems like she's on her early 30's coming near to the male and the kid before she hugs the male's hand. The male recognizes the touch and look at his side.

"Hi, honey.. Are you okay?"

So, that female is literally his wife, I see.

"I'm okay.. This little baby boy is behaving well too.."

This is the moment when I noticed her baby bump. Same size like Jimin when he was pregnant with my daughter. No. Our daughter. I keep on staring at them and hearing their conversation since they are not so far away from me.

"Honey, you must be so tired, right?"

I saw her nods as her husband saying that words.

"Okay sweetie.. Let's go home..? Mummy and your baby brother are tired.."

"But daddy.. I want to play more here.."

I chuckled when I saw her cute pout. And, of course, her parents also react the same. The male pinches his daughter's nose.

"We will... But, not now, sweetie.."

The pout is still there, but this time, it's added with she's folding her arms on her chest as a sign that she's sulking and made her daddy laughing. She's too cute though. I can't handle her cuteness though.

" Okay, like this.. How about we come here again later but when your baby brother was born? So that both of you can play the water balloon together!"

Her face lit up. "Promise?!"

She pulls out both of her small chubby pinky finger and waiting for her parents to make a promise to her. Without even a second, her parents link theirs with hers.

"We promise."

She claps excitedly after her parents made a promise to her. 

"Mummy, can you ask my baby brother to be born faster? I want to play with him.."

"I will, little sweetie.."

She pats her daughter's head softly.

"Now, let's go home!"

"Let's go!" said that little girl while making his hand like a superman wants to fly. They giggled together and walking to somewhere. Maybe the place where he parked his car.

After the beautiful family disappeared from my sight, I turn my head to the front and enjoying the evening scenery. 

"I want to feel the happiness of being a dad and having a happy family too.."

In that moment, I can feel many tears rolling down on my cheeks. I wipe the tears as I take out my phone and dialing hyung's number. 

"Hello... Jungkook?"

"Hello, hyung.."

"Jungkook, are you crying? Why? Is everything okay?"

He knows that I'm crying. I think it's obvious by hearing my raspy voice, but I'm still denying it. I hold my tears from hyung even though it's hurt.

"No, hyung.. I'm not crying.."

"What happened? Tell me.."

I take a deep breath and release it slowly before I continue to speak out my request to Jin hyung.

"Hyung, can you look after Jimin for me?"

"Come on, Jungkook.. Tell me what happened, please?

I felt a bit hesitated to tell Jin hyung about the fight between me and Jimin a few hours ago. But whatever it is, Jin hyung is like my own family. He needs to know what happened. 

"H-He wants me to get out from o-our house.. He don't love me anymore.. He don't like it when I'm home.. I-I don't want him to get sick again, hyung.. He will be sick if I-I'm still there in the house.."

Finally, I let out everything. The need of letting out a problem to someone. To someone that I can trust and rely with. I stop for a while before I continue back my request.

"I won't be back for weeks, maybe.. And while I'm away, c-can you look after Jimin? No, you don't have to stay with him if you are uncomfortable.. By texting him is enough for me.. Please, hyung?"

I really hope Jin hyung agrees with my request. I need his help to make sure Jimin is fine.

"You will be back to Jimin, right?"

I bowed my head down. "I don't know, hyung.. For now, this is the best decision I can make.."

"Okay.. I'll do your request.. But, with 2 conditions."

"What is it?"

"You have to tell me where are you living at. That's the first one. Second is you need to tell me either you are healthy or not. Everyday. That's all."

"I agree."

As long as Jin hyung looks after Jimin for me, then I don't mind about it. I told him the location where I'll live at.

"Whatever it is, don't tell Jimin where I am, okay?"

"Yes, Jungkook.. I know.."

I smiled hearing that. "Thank you, hyung.. I owed you so much.."

"It's okay, Jungkook.. You're my friend and little brother too after all.."

Not too long before I end our call. I told him that I'm tired. Well, it's true though. I'm tired with all of the incident that happened today. My eyes are also tired because they keep on producing tears in the entire day. 

I went back to my car and started my journey to that place. The place where I'll live for weeks until everything is okay. The place that had been my favorite forever. And lastly, the place where I can find my own calmness and peace.

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