Walking into those gates was the moment I lost myself in the mess of it all. The begging, of everything. It was full of blood-sucking demons, all trying to make life a mess for the newbies. There were lifeless ghosts, wearing dark masks, hiding thei...
It's been a week, and my test is coming fast, there are only 2 weeks before the challenges and 1 week before the New Beginning. Amara and I have begun gathering supplies such as many energy drinks, Algera (A native fruit from the underworld), bottled water and heaps of food to keep our energy up. Throughout this week, all I can think about is how I'm feeling. I feel as though something is waiting for me beyond these restricted worlds. Like there is a place for me, out there somewhere. However, I also feel as though, It... Well... Doesn't exist. It's unusual but I sense it is yet to be created. By who or what, I am yet to discover.
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native Algera
As well as focusing on my inner thoughts, other situations have yet to be resolved. Such as my mother training me for the challenges that she still believes I will be attending. She's putting me through hardly bearable tests for the faint of heart. Mentally and physically. I fear to disappoint her but I know my future is more important than pride, I know she would disagree with this moral.
Juggling my incomprehensive thoughts and mother's unbearable trials of pain is more than one person like myself to handle on their own, of course, I have Amara but she just wants to leave to explore, I wish to escape to leave the struggle of my life. Her only wish to escape our world to find the meaning of her life, whether that is many or only one.
This week of the plan was to quite simply gather supply as listed earlier. Today Amara and I are going to the market central. Today, We are going to steal supplies, the aim is to gather as many fruits as possible (which means a whole lot of Algera). My mother is preparing a task for me back at my house, I decided to ditch for the food.
As the time approached, Amara and I met at The Edge to discuss the overall plan. Today, Mr Assel was on security (he's pretty slack), most of the time security in this place is tight, but we have our ways.
To begin, we went to the goods delivery room. To sneak in, we had to hide in a delivery box large enough for us. After, waited to be taken in by the delivery guy. It was too easy. After that, we just raided all to boxes. On the way out, we just ran. To our surprise, knowing how tight security usually is, we made it out without being exiled.
Tomorrow, it will be more gathering of necessary materials probably some small snacks and rations. Should be easy if it will be like today's raid.
