Pathetic Mudblood; Draco Malfoy

-Hogwarts Express- {Chapter 1}

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Mandy Povs:

I feel an air pass through my hair. I held onto my crowded cart. And ran right through the wall to get to the station 9 3/4. It was packed there, you could clearly see that there were a lot of first graders this year. Parents waved to their children and quickly gave one last hug. I tried to get on the train as soon as possible. Don't get me wrong, but I always got sick when I saw beautiful happy families with happy parents and children. I have never known what it feels like to have an family. My parents died when I was little so I grew up in an adoptive family. They were the only ones I had. At least I didn't have any other family members I know. I packed my bags and got on the train. It was crowded there. I tried to go all the way back as fast as possible. That was the only safe place for me. I strode back all the way and took a seat in one of the cabins. It was very quiet here I could take my rest here without being disturbed by anyone.This was the only place Malfoy and his friends couldn't annoy me. They thought it was very funny to make fun of me for being a Mudblood. I was in Slytherin, although I don't know why. I was never the one who would suit in Slytherin. I would go with anything except Slytherin. It was also very special that I ended up in Slytherin because I was a Muggle born and it is not often that a muggle born ends up in Slytherin. Sometimes it felt like I was a ghost, or something like that. People usually never saw me. I didn't had that much friend, better said I dont have any friends. It doesn't matter, I never liked being in big company. I always like quiet and peaceful places. Maybe it was because I didn't talk that much probably because I didn't had a person to talk with. I looked out the window and stared at it for a while. I had nothing better to do.I stared out the window until my peace was broken by two people. I looked out of my booth and saw two people I've seen before. Until my moment it was Malfoy with a girl. I was trying to see what the girl looks like. But I couldn't see her face properly. I felt guilty for spying but I really wanted to know what they were doing. I bent down a bit and watched them closely. To my surprise they started to kiss it went a bit too fast for me but Draco pushed the girl to the ground. The girl got on her knees and looked at him. I couldn't see the girl anymore because she was too low but I could definitely see Draco opening his pants and letting her suck his dick. I quickly bent down when I thought Draco had seen me. I felt my heart go faster. I felt adrenaline running through my body. I didn't know why I was so stressed because I was afraid he had noticed me. Why in god sake was she going to do this there? Can't they wait? Is that his girlfriend? No, she wasn't his girlfriend. Malfoy was a player and everyone knew it. He used her. He wasn't serious about getting into a relationship. I felt a little guilty for the girl who was there. I was bent over for a while. I was too shocked to get up. I heard a few voices. "Whe- where are you going Draco?" I wasn't sure but I thought that was the girl. "Dont talk to me Slut"  He replied. He left the cabin and left the girl on her knees. I heard the girl sobbing she got up and ran the other direction crying. I sighed with excitement and got up and sat on the bench. Before I could do anything I felt a hand on my neck. The hand held my neck very tight and pushed me against one of the walls. I tried to push them away with my hands. But I was too much weak for that. I opened my eyes and looked right into the deep gray eyes. I looked shocked at Malfoy who was still holding me against the wall. "What are you doing here Mudblood?" He spatted out. I didn't answer and looked down. I felt my heart beat faster and faster. He held me tight and looked into my eyes for a while. "Reply filthy little Mudblood!" he screamed at me. I wanted to answer but the only thing that came out of my mouth were stuttering noises. "I already know what you were doing here" He said before pushing me even harder against the wall. "You spied on me?" He said with an ugly smirk on his face. I hated him so much. I hated everything about him, everything. "No I didn't" I replied softly but he could understand it. He took my wrist and pulled it down hard until I hit the floor. He took my throat again and looked. right in my eyes,It seemed as if he were looking at an exhibition. "I know you spied on me dirty Mudblood" He said it with a smirk on his face. I can feel my heart beating so fast. I did not answer what he said. He squeezed my neck harder and I felt my breathing grow heavier. I started to breathe faster to get some air. All he did was squeeze harder and harder and look at me with a smile. I felt tears forming at the bottom of my eye I didn't want to cry at all now. I had to keep myself strong. "I know you want exactly the same as that girl just did" He looked at me with a smirk. He bent to the ground and got closer and closer. I tried to push him away from me but he pushed me harder against the wall. I felt a tear come from my eye. The warm tear touched my cheek rolling it down. "You are just pathetic" he said with a nutritious. I bit my lip in order to reduce tears. He pushed me back down and got up. He walked away and left me on the floor groaning of pain. I tried to get up but felt too weak to get up. I closed my eyes because I felt very weak and pinched. Just when I thought everything was lost, a mysterious girl came in with weird glasses. She looked at me quizzically and came closer. She reached out and pulled me up. "Hello" she said. I didn't answer I didn't feel like talking at all. "Are you okay?" The girl was concerned. I groaned and said "Ye Yes Im fine". "What happened?" She asked. "Uh- Uhm I felt" I lied. I didn't feel like telling it, she couldn't help it anyway, I just had to live with Malfoy behaving like that to me. "Are you sure?" "Your whole neck and wrist are red" she looked at me worried. I tried to get up but fell few times. "Yes thank you Im fine .." "Im Luna Lovegood" She introduced herself and reached out to me. I shook her hand and said "Im Mandy Brown". "Nice to meet you Mandy!" "We have to get off the train quickly before the train leaves ," she said. "Are we there yet?" I asked her. "Yes for a long time." She grabbed me and helped me get up. "Let's go!" She said cheerfully. We walked off the train together. I could tell from her robe that she was in Ravenclaw. Why was she so nice to me? Couldn't she tell I'm in Slytherin? I was already wearing my Slytherin robe so she could tell but no she continued to be nice. We walked off the train together and ran to the Great hall where everyone was already seated. Dumbledore gave another of his boring speeches. "Thanks Luna" I whispered. "No thanks needed" she said and skipped over to her table. I walked carefully to my table without falling everyone looked at me I was so ashamed. Malfoy and some other friends laughed at me and pointed their dirty fingers at me. I sat at the very back of the table as far away from those people as possible. I scooped food and just watched it. I didn't feel like eating I felt nauseous. Everything hurt my whole neck had red marks from squeezing it. My whole wrist was red because he held it strong. And he could laugh there? Why did he and his friends always have to get me? I think Luna was the only one of all those years who had ever helped me. I was grateful but how could I show that? I felt too nauseous I got up and ran to the Slytherin common room. I said the password, "Pure-blood" and ran to the girls room. I felt tears forming in my eyes. I looked in one of the mirrors and saw my whole neck that was red and my wrist with a little blood coming out. I hate this school. I hate Hogwarts. I hate everyone at Hogwarts, and most importantly, I hated myself. I lay down on one of the beds. Sometimes I hoped I wouldn't wake up the next day. Nobody would notice that I am not there. No one would cry, I had no friends who would cry about this. Not real parents who really loved me. I had nothing to lose. I didn't care, I wasn't afraid of death like most people. I waited for my moment and gently closed my eyes.

A/N: 

So guys this was part 1! I hope you all like it I know it kinda of depressed and some abused (It will get worse :) )

I am very sorry for the people who ever went through this I am here to talk about it so dare to tell! I love you all! Enjoy reading.!! 

And I also wanted to say that this is my first book I writted/ am writing. This is also my first experience so dont except to much things. ( English isn't my first language so if you find any grammatical mistakes then please contact me!) I'm going to try to make this book fun, interesting, but I need your help for that! I would like to receive comments with ideas that would help me to write further! Im really thankful for the 30 views I got! SO thank you all !!!!

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As you have all noticed, Mandy's last name is Brown. I thought Brown was a nice last name so it has nothing to do with Lavender. Mandy and Lavender are not related !! Sorry if it was unclear at first but I forgot that Lavender's last name was Brown and that's why I used Brown. (I don't feel like changing last names everywhere in this story!) So Mandy and Lavender are not family (They just have the same last name)