Sensitive~Yoonmin ft.taekook namjin hoseok

Episode20:regret

✨Authors perspective✨

Jimin just arrived home from school,he hasn't seen yoongi all day which made him more mad at himself

Why did he even hit yoongi? Jimin knew yoongi would never leave him for his cousin or anyone at that,he knew how much yoongi loved and cared for him

Jimin felt so stupid and sorry, he went up to his room ignoring his mom calling him

Today has been very tuff for him,even tae didn't talk to him because of what he did

"Worst.day.ever" he groaned and fell on his bed,face first

Minutes later a knock was heard at the door,jimin didn't really care and so he chose not to say anything

Mrs.Park came in the room nonetheless,she sees her son on the bed,looking like something sucked the life out of him

"Honey,are you okay?"she asked concerned

Jimin chose not to reply to her question,feeling like he would just bawl his eyes out

"Park Jimin,answer your mother when she's talking to you"she said,sternly staring at the back of his head

Finally jimin sits up and looks at her, once he does Mrs.Park sees that jimin was crying

She sees his puffy eyes, his red nose and all his dried up tears

She felt so bad for her son,the last time he genuinely cried was when his grandmother passed away and he stayed in his room,crying,starving his self and even harming his self

Mrs.park didn't find out about him harming his self until one day she saw him passed out in the bathroom with bloody wrists that had deep wounds

That day was horrifying to her,and ever since then she refuses for jimin not to get anything sharp and checks his room twice a week but he got better over time and she soon stopped checking and allowed him to have knives well only when he's cooking

She sat on the bed next to her son,pulling him into a hug

"What's the matter baby? You can tell me anything, I'm here for you" she said reassuringly,actually making jimin feel a little better

"I-I...I hit y-y-yoongi"after forcing his self to talk he started crying loudly,breaking his and his mother hearts

" I-I-I didn't th-think and I was m-mad and I got scared of losing him...I lost control.."jimin didn't hold back and told her everything,about his cousin(on his dad side) and that tae wasn't talking to him too

After jimin finished Mrs.park gives him a big hug,confusing the hell out of him

"I'm glad you told me that baby and I'm sorry,but think about it,yoongi is a sweet boy who wouldn't even hurt a fly so why would he want to break someone's heart,let alone the person he loves the most" she looks at Jimin,waiting for him to answer

"I...don't know" jimin looks down feeling stupid

"Okay,now here's my advice for you,you love yoongi and yoongi loves you too alright,so you march up to him give him a big hug and a kiss and you apologize for hurting him,for doubting his love for you and tell him that you will never do anything like that again,you hear me" jimin nods and wipe away his tears

"Good" Mrs.park gets up and goes to the door but before she leaves she says"and you better go make things up with tae,cuz I want the three of you here tomorrow night,along with anyone else willing to come"jimin smiles and nods as she exits the room

He sighs,thinking yoongi is gonna reject his apology and just break up with him

"No! I can't think like that,I have to make it right between me and yoongi,no negative thoughts

So jimin spent the rest of the day planning something,hoping and praying that yoongi will love it

✨yoongi's house✨

Yoongi has been in his bed all day, to sad and hurt to leave, Tae walked with him home and decided to stay the night,mrs.Min happy to have him over

Taehyung was currently in the bathroom while Yoongi just stared at the wall, not moving a muscle

He was so upset about jimin, has all my affection and love meant nothing to him? did he not love me enough to believe me? was i just a toy to him?

I kept asking myself these kind of questions,not realizing tae had came out the shower

"Yoongles what are you doing just staring at the wall? you cantjust sit here and think of jimin right now,he chose his own actions and ways of handling the situation this is not your fault so why should you be the one sad?!"

I can see that tae was really upset by what jimin did I could see it in his eyes and how he acts, I can't blame him tho jimin had a choice and he chose violence

I don't know why but I'm not mad anymore I'm just really disappointed and hurt that he would ever do that to me, I don't want to think about it but it just keeps replying in my head

This wouldn't have happened if I'd just never talk to that Felix boy and not be so damn nice to people, I really do miss jimin tho mostly our cuddles and small talk

"Tae it's Oky,I know what your feeling mad and it's Oky, jimin did choose to hurt me instead of loving me but it's Oky, I love jimin with my whole heart and it's aching right now but that's Oky, it's normal and I'll no, we'll get over it, I'm not mad at jimin nor do I hate his guts so let's just forget about it now and watch a movie or something"damn I hate it when I talk so much about feelings,ew

"Your right yoon we can't just sit here day and night arguing over what jimin did, we should just enjoy our time together and just forget about the whole damn thing for now" tae plopped next to me on the bed

"Yea so what are we gonna do?"

I saw taehyungs face light up with a hint of evil in it, whenever he makes that face I know something is about to go down and he's in a competitive mood

"Have you ever went paint balling"

To Be Continued...💕
Word count:1100
P.S sorry if I misspelled any words🥲