Sensitive~Yoonmin ft.taekook namjin hoseok

Episode4:Im Sorry part.1

⚠️WARNING⚠️
This chapter contains

•suicidal thoughts
•depression
•abuse
•self harm
•rape
And more.....

Taehyung Pov

I was currently walking down the schools hallway with Jungkook,his arm caressing my waist as we walked

Its been a few days since Jimin last talked to me,I felt horrible for what I was putting him through,he took care of me when I was heartbroken and felt useless,he took care of me when I was thinking about ending my life and hurting my self,he loved me even when I wanted nothing to do with him

I remember when he would help and heal me from my abuse father,Jimin didn't care if he was hurt in the process,all he cared about was me

FLASHBACK

*slap*
That sound echoed through the house as taehyung fell to the ground,holding his red hand printed cheek,eyes full with tears

You see this is what happened to Taehyung everyday,after his mother pasted away from suicide 4 years ago, he's been receiving hate from his own father resulting in his dad physically and emotionally hurting him from a simple word to a punch/slap to the face

Tae just turned 10 when he first got abuse by his father

Taehyungs grandma decided to throw him a little birthday party for his 10th birthday because his father was never going to do it so the grandma did,when he found out he was full of joy and wanted to invite all his friends from school and so he did
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The party was going super well for tae he got many presents from friends and family not once did he fell sad or left out in fact he felt the complete opposite,he felt loved and wanted-let's not forget happy-........all was well until someone came,all drunk and tipsy,anger filling up his body as he saw little Tae all happy

Something grew in him that day,no one knew what it was but one thing for sure.....Taehyung was about to receive a LOT of hatred from it,

Taehyungs father came in the backyard
(where the party was held)and grabbed tae by the hand pulling him away from his friends and into the dark,scary room that belonged to his father,once they where in the room tae was thrown to the bed,scared for dear life

"d-daddy?"

"DONT CALL ME THAT YOU UNGRATEFUL BOY,YOUR HERE BEING HAPPY WHILE YOUR MOTHER IS DIED BECAUSE OF YOU!!!MY WIFE IS GONE BECAUSE OF YOU!!"the father was full on raging at this point.

10 year old tae didn't know what was going on,they said his mommy died because she had bipolar depression,which Tae didn't know what it meant but still was sad his momma wasn't with him,tae just thought his dad missed his momma so much so tae slowly sat up looking at his and slowly try to hug him"its ok daddy momma is in a better place now and is ha-

•SLAP•

Tae held his cheek,his eyes watery,face shocked but in pain,did his father really just slap him across the face,his tears started flowing down his face completely hurt
"You don't know shit,she isn't in a better place she belongs here with me and this was all your fault for driving her so crazy to end her life!!"the father roughly grabbed Taehyung wrist,tightly holding it "I am going to give you what you deserve,a punishment"

Before Taehyung could respond his dad forcefully removed every piece of clothing the little boy had,once he was completely naked the father slowly took off his belt as tae started to shake from what was happe-ning,"I will show you how much pain you put your mother in"the terrible parent took off his pants and boxers having only his shirt on,he spreaded Taehyungs legs forcefully and in matter of seconds pushed his whole length in the now hurting boy

Tae was full on crying now tears falling non-stop"o-ow,d-d-add-y it h-ur-ts"he could barely breath "shut up,if anyone hears this I'm going to make your life a live hell,now take your punishment"his father started thrusting into him violently and just like that tae got raped by his own father,blood everywhere and he with never forget that horrible birthday
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Two months later Taehyungs grandma had a friend and the lady had a grandson of her own so the grandma arranged a play date for tae and the boy

When taes grandma told him he was happy to make new friends but was scared If he did and his dad found out he would get another punishment that he didn't want,so he decided to be mean to the boy even if that wasn't his personality

tae and his grandma walked to the park where the play date was held,as they arrived someone called out his grandmas name

"Seul-gi over here"said a lady that looks like she was in her early forty's,

Taehyungs grandma waved and walked over there while holding Taehyungs hand

"Hey Joy it's so nice to see you again"

they shared a nice welcoming hug,Taehyung because the curious boy leaned to the side and say a pretty little boy that looked about the same age as him,both boys looked into each other's eyes until the little boy smiled shyly and waved at tae causing him to softly chuckle and wave back,tae quickly but his hand down and lost that beautiful boxy smile remembering he had to be mean the other boy but boy was it going to be hard

To Be Continued💕

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Sorry I hate writing things like this but I hope you enjoyed
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