Annie: A Troyler fan fic

Part 11

A/N: GUYS. GUYS. I'M SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SORRY!! I'VE BEEN REALLY DEPRESSED LATELY AND I ACTUALLY CONSIDERED COMMITING SUICIDE.. MY FRIEND TALKED ME OUT OF IT.. I GUESS I'M OKAY BUT I SWEAR I'LL UPDATE MORE! PLEASE DON'T HATE ME.. XCCC I LOVE YOU GUYS CXX

Annalisa's POV:

I wake up to the sound of voices. I groan softly and rubs my eyes. I see Tyler and Ria's tear-stained face. I remember that they said I had a panic attack. Tyler moves closer to me and hugs me to his chest. "Are you okay Annie?" he asks me. I blink and look around before answering, "I'm fine." He nods a bit as if he doesn't believe me. "I swear, I'm fine." I stand up and move towards the bathroom. "No, where are you going? Please don't hurt yourself." I can feel the tears in his eyes. I quickly reply, "I'm not, I have to shower." He stands up, "Wait." He walks over to me and give me one of his hugs. Oh, how I love his hugs. I hug him back and he kisses my cheek. I smile and blushes softly, god I hate how I blush at everything. I walk to the bathroom and open the door. I walk inside and shut the door and lock it. I turn the water on as hot as it will go not caring if it burns my skin. I start crying softly and evenutally start crying so hard I need to lean against the shower wall to steady myself. God, why am I so fucking fat! I groan and grabs my belly. I turn off the water and push the curtain back. I step out of the shower and pull out the scale under the sink. I step on the scale and wait for it to measure how fat I am this week. I sigh in dissapointment. 88.4 pounds. 88.4 pounds of pure fat. I'm such a fucking whale. I decide not to eat for a while, or only to eat enough to fool Tyler and then throw it up later. I comb through my tangly hair with ease and pull on my bra and panties. I decided earlier to wear a pair of black skinnies, although I'm not skinny, and a My Chemical Romance tee. I put my hair up in a high messy bun, my usual hairstyle and sigh. I throw my towel in the hamper and open the door.

Tyler's POV: 

She's so beautiful. I grab her in a hug before she showers as if to remind her I care. I sigh as she leaves and sit by Ria. "So, tell me about yourself?" I ask her. She brushes back a strand of her long dark brown hair and takes a breath, "Umm, my name is Ria." She blushes, "I guess you already knew that, but uh I love fasion, I'm english as you can tell by my accent. I love dogs. I freaking love dogs. I love dogs okay? I also love Tumblr" At this I raise my eyebrows and say, "I'll follow you later, go on." She smiles kindly and says she also loves youtube. I smile. I nod, "So do I, youtube is the best thing that ever happened to me." I bite my lip softly, " How long has.. has Annie been like this." I whisper. "Well she started around 6th grade and she's going to college so.." she sighs. "I wish I could have been there to help her, I look at her scars and only the time sI could have been there for her and wasn't, I'm so disapointed in myself." I say in a rush of breath. She nods, "I feel the same, but we couldn't have been here, you didn't know her and I was across the ocean." I nod and look up at Annie opens the door.

A/N: AGAIN, I'M REALLY SORRY!!!! I'LL UPDATE TOMORROW, WELL LATER TODAY AS I'M UPDATING THIS AT 12:30 AM BUT I'LL UDPATE LATER TOO HOPEFULLY!! DON'T HATE ME PLEASE!!!