Annie: A Troyler fan fic

Part 9

A/N: So Annalisa can be called, Annalisa, Annie, or Anna, sorry for the confusion.  Also trigger warning in this chapter.

*Ria's POV*

I sigh as we walk, "So how have you been?" I ask Anna. She shrugs and looks down, "How do you think I've been?" I sigh and we arrive, we walk to my room and I unlock the door, "I don't know, how much have you cut since we talked." She replies, "Not much.." "Show me," I demand. She lifts up her sleeves and I see her arms are covered in angry red cuts. I look at her and then at them and tear up, "Anna... you said you would stop.." "I tried, and I did for about a week but I need to cut, I feel lost without my scars.." she looks down and I hug her. "We will get through this babe, and I'm here now, with you, to stay." She grins and hugs me, "I love you so much Ria." I smile, "So... cuddles?" She nods, I stand up and I start playing Frozen, she smiles and I sit by her. She rests her head on my shoulder and I wrap my arms around her, she watchs the movie and I watch her. "You know you have the best reactions to this movie" I say and grin. She blushes a bit and continues watching the movie.A few minutes later she picks up her phonne and I see she has 12 missed calls and 23 texts messages, "Whoa when was the last time you checked your phone?" She looks at me and says, "They are all from Tyler, he thinks I'm trying to commit suicide I guess, can... can he come over..?" I nod, "Of course, but why does he think you are tryign to commit suicide..?" She tells me she will explan later, I nod but I doubt it.

*Annalisa's POV*

I call Tyler and he answers on the first ring, "Annie!? Where are you!? Are you okay?! Please tell me you didn't cut." I reply, "I'm at a friends hotel, yeah I'm fine I guess, and I didn't cut yet," I give him Ria's address and tell him to come over and hang up. About 15 minutes later he runs in and hugs me tight, "Annie, what happened?" "Oh, nothing I just managed to screw everything up between you and Troye." "You did not! Troye screwed it up for us, not you!" "Whatever Tyler," I mumble. He tilts my chin up, "Don't let your tiara fall princess," he says and then kisses me. i wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him. He puts his hands on my waist and kisses me harder. Ria clears her throat and I jump a bit. Tyler curses, "What the fuck." He realizes that Ria has been in the room the whole time, "Oh.. uhh hi." "Hey Tyler," she says and blushes a bit. I awkwardly take my hands away from his neck and he puts them back and he looks at me, "Annie... I hope I wasn't too late but... I love you." I look at him in fear as I realize that he actually loves me, the last person who loved me... I tear up and scoot away from him. The voices start yelling at me, "You aren't good enough for him, you are worthless, you are fat, stupid, ugly, emo, you don't deserve to live." I put my hands up to my ears and start rocking back and forth as the voices keep screaming at me, 'Worthless! Fat! Ugly!" I start crying and I hear muffled voices talking to me, I keep rocking back and forth and I reach for my bag full of blades and open the package, I grab a blade and hear Tyler yelling at me, "Annie, Annie, No, Don't!!" I slice into my arm and instantly feel relief, blood starts oozing from my arm and I stop rocking bak and forth, I slice into my flesh again, and again, I still hear Tyler screaming to stop and feel Ria trying to take the blade. I slice into my arm deeply one more time and give her the blade. She throws it away and Tyler picks me up and starts kissing my forehead and my cheeks, "B-babe? Why did you cut?" While Ria looks at me she says, "What happened, why was she rocking...?" Tyler sighs, "She was having a panic attack.." He starts cleaning my arms and I flinch away, "I'm fine," I insist. He shakes his head, "Let me clean it, please." I sigh and nod, "Fine." He finishes cleaning them and he bandages my arms. I look at him and I smile at his cute hair with his flower crown. He hugs me to his chest and rocks me to sleep. 

A/N: Wow that was intense, I feel bad for making her cut, I'll make up for it later, sorry about the size of my chapters, also i can't figure out how to make a different page within a chapter so... someone help me? Please comment guys, I love youuu. c: