my first choice ~ ron weasley x reader

it's natural

･ﾟ:* Ron's POV *:･ﾟ

As I walked back to me and Harry's dorm I noticed the complete emptiness of the halls, in a way it represented how I had felt these past couple of days. I had felt as though something was missing but I assumed it was my friendship with the others.

However, when I felt her kiss against my lips I realised that what I was in fact missing was her. Lavender had filled a temporary hole but nothing compared to the compassion I felt towards y/n. It was different.

As I stepped through to the common room I noticed Hermione and Harry sitting inside. She was pacing back and force whilst Harry continued to gnaw on his nails. They both looked like nervous wrecks.

"She's okay" I breathed out as both of them snapped to stare at me.

"Oh bloody hell, thank god" 'mione smiled in relief as she walked over to me and held me in a hug - which I happily returned.

"I'm sorry," I pulled away from her embrace "for everything"

"Don't worry mate it's not your fault, no one blames you" Harry reassured as he pulled me into a hug - it seemed we all missed each other dearly.

"Was..was I her boyfriend?" I said nervously as I sat on the sofa. I definitely appreciated the soft cushions compared to whatever shit I was sitting on in the hospital wing.

"Yes" Hermione smiled nervously.

"Bloody hell, i've fucked that over then" I sighed and covered my face with my palms as I felt tears once again pricking my eyes.

"I don't know mate she was pretty obsessed with you when you left" Harry laughed.

"Harry don't put it like that!" 'mione scolded "What he was trying to say is that she missed you a lot"

I sighed once again this time it being in relief - maybe I did have somewhat of a chance.

"Well let's hope, because let's just say the one thing I can remember is how good she was in Mcgonagalls office" I laughed.

"Wait what happened in her office?" Harry sat up a little and scooted forward in the armchair.

"Well all i'm saying is that you've definitely done it to yourself" we both burst out laughing as Hermione shot us disapproving looks.

"Jesus, she's in the hospital wing and all you can think about is a handjob! You lot are gross" 'mione scoffed.

"It's natural 'mione!" Harry protested still laughing.

"So is shitting, doesn't mean I want to talk about it" she rolled her eyes as me and Harry shared a scared look.

"Well i'm going to bed" Harry stood up and patted his thighs impatiently.

"Oh yes, me too!" I nodded as we walked to the dorms.

"That girl is impossible sometimes" Harry smiled.

"Tell me about it" I laughed as we walked through the door into the dorm.

Harry headed off for the bathroom as I collapsed onto my bed. I laid there daydreaming for a while until I remembered that I needed to set my alarm a little earlier and visit y/nn's in the morning.

As I turned over to set my alarm I noticed something on my side table that I swear hadn't been there before. A little collection of hair ties.

I laughed at the sight and remembered y/n insisting that she keep a couple in my dorm for hair emergencies.

Harry left the bathroom and I walked inside. I started to brush my teeth and caught sight of another tooth brush. If that was Ginny's I swear to god I was going to kill Harry.