-Next Day-
Today is Saturday so I, Demetri, Sam, and Miguel decided to go to the fair together. Eli texted me and said he couldn't make it. I didn't even get to tell him where we were going either. I picked up Demetri and Sam got Miguel. We arrived at the fair and met up with Miguel and Sam. We are now walking through looking for rides.
Sam: Why exactly didn't Eli come? - She asked while holding Miguel's hand.
Y/n: Don't know? he just said he couldn't make it? - I shrugged. I noticed Miguel and Sam look at each other. They finally found a ride and I decided to go get a drink. I paid for my drink and was walking back to Sam and Miguel when I seen what looked like Eli making out with a girl. I suddenly got nervous. I walked closer to them and noticed that it was in fact Eli, but he was kissing Moon. I didn't notice but I was speed walking towards them, my fist balled up. I got to them and tapped Eli on the shoulder, he looked back and I poured my drink on him.
Hawk: What the fuck! - He yelled. He noticed it was me.
Y/n: Looks like you made it. - I said sarcastically. He frowned.
Hawk: Y/n it's not what it looked like. - I rolled my eyes.
Y/n: Yeah sure. That's what they all say! - I yelled. Moon started walking away when I grabbed her collar and chocked her. I pulled her in to my grip and put my arm around her neck.
Moon: S...stop! y....your ch...choking me! - She stuttered while gasping for air. I let her go and kicked her to the ground. I turned around to Eli who was just standing there. I slapped him. I started crying.
Hawk: Y/n. - He said softly. I shook my head.
Y/n: No. Stop. I don't want to ever see you again! - I raised my voice. I started walking off when he grabbed me hand, I twisted up and swept his leg leaving him on the ground in pain. I started walking back to Sam and Miguel. Soon as I met back up with them they seen me crying.
Y/n: Hey guys, I'm going to head home. - I said.
Sam: Y/n? What happened? - She asked.
Y/n: I don't really want to talk about it. I'll see you guys. - I said and walked off.
-At Home-
I got home and ran to my bedroom. I jumped on my bed and cried in to my pillow. I got up off my bed and went to my bathroom.
⚠ Cutting Ahead! ⚠
I opened my cabinet and pulled a razor blade off of my shaver. I ran downstairs and got some ice then I ran back upstairs and numbed my arm with it. Once done I grabbed the blade and closed my eyes. I sighed and cut three times. One for Eli, two for Moon, and 3 for me. I quickly washed the blood away and went to bed. I cried myself to sleep.
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Blood or Love | Eli Moskowitz x Reader
Fanfic(Sequel to Beautiful) Y/n has had some hard times in the past, but the waters finally calmed, that is until the last BIG wave is on it's way, headed in her direction. What happens when Y/n goes through hell again? Will she come back out? Or will she...
