Bnha Males x Male Reader

-Bakusquad-

[Bakusquad x Male Reader] (Can be seen as Platonic or Romantic)
Requested By: ShiaNagami (Thank you for helping out with some questions I had, please do enjoy!)

Warnings:
-mentions of past verbal/physical/mental/and emotional abuse
-past emotional manipulation
-toxic ex's
-crying

Info:
(Y/n)=Your Name
(H/c)=Hair Color
(E/c)=Eye Color
(S/c)=Skin Color
(F/c)=Favorite color
(2/f/c)=2nd Favorite color
(H/s)=Hair Style
(N/n)=Nickname

Your Quirk:
In this Au I'm making everyone quirkless, hopefully that's okay with you guys!

(Y/n)'s POV:
  'Bathump....'
    'Bathump...'
      'Bathump...'

  I could hear the ringing and my heartbeat in my ears, drowning the screams from our adoring fans as I stare into a pair of eyes that I had hoped to never see again. Those bewitching hues that had me swooning long ago bring nothing but bitterness and bad memories now. 'Why are they here...?' I thought, trying to not show my panic as I felt the stare of my band mates and partners bore into the back of my head. I felt a shiver rise up my spine as my grip on guitar tightened on the neck, he quickly snapped out of it when he felt a hand on his shoulder. Turning to see Kaminari looking at him with a smile, but the concern was evident in his eyes.
  "You okay, sunshine?" He asked, only leading me to nod. "Let's take a quick break, I'm sure the fans won't mind, then we can talk?" I looked at the blonde and shook my head, plastering on a smile and releasing my poor guitar from the death grip I had on it. "I'm fine, just..." I took a breath, looking out at the crowd then back at him. "Tell the others there's a change of plan. We're going with the back up song." I could tell he was shocked, his golden hues filled with questions, but he didn't voice them as he nodded while heading to Sero to pass on the message throughout their band.
  I turned to the others and saw them all nod, Mina and Kaminari being the most confused, Sero and Kirishima being the most concerned, all the while Katsuki understood. The angry blonde knew about my past unlike my other partners, and he knew why I wrote the song the way that I did. I took a deep breath and turned back to the crowd.
  "So it begins..." I mumble away from the mic..

Third POV:
  (Y/n) turned to Mina, nodding his head for her to start playing on the Keyboard. The keys causing a few cheers to rupture throughout the crowd until it was silenced by the (h/c)nette's voice carrying out a a enticing melody. He looked down at the front row, his eyes locking with the one person he never wanted to see again.

Why, did you leave me here to burn?
I'm way too young to be this hurt...

  He knew his partners could feel the sorrow in his words as they stood by, he could hear the confused murmurs over the piano as he continued. His eyes never leaving the one person he had put his trust in in the past, but everything changed when they betrayed him the way that they did.

I feel doomed in hotel rooms
Staring straight up at the wall

  Flashes of when he and his ex first met, partying at a club with some friends with them flirting and buying me a drink. Taking to some hotel and leaving their name and number the next morning. He could feel the ache in his heart as he sang.

Counting wounds and I am trying to numb them all...
Do you care, do you care?

  He remembers their first fight, only starting as something so small to blowing out of proportion. He forgot to do the dishes once and that lead to him getting verbally degraded and slapped around, all he could do was accept the cards he's been dealt though.