Seventeen Lyrics Oneshots

Without You

ALBUM : TEEN AGE

RELEASED : NOVEMBER 6 2017

Mingyu p.o.v

Without you it was hard and I was afraid
I'm scared of the thought of being alone
I wasted my time like a fool
Not realizing that the time has passed

Y/n: I'm leaving.

Huh? Where are you going? Why did you suddenly decide to leave me? I try to hold your hand yet you brushed my hand away so coldly and harshly.

Y/n: I'm done with you.

I didn't know anything
Although it was hard
You don't have to be alone
Please comeback, I'm ready to listen
If you hear my words from anywhere
Let my eyes reflect the sight of you again, please

Mingyu:*screaming* Y/n! Don't leave me!

Passerby throw me weird stare. They thought that I'm out of my mind. Or maybe I am out of my mind. With you coldly turn your back toward me, dragging your suitcase across the cold hard ground, not even sparing a glance toward me who runs behind you. I try to grab your hand once again.

"I'll comeback", that obvious word
Even without saying it
Without the word of goodbyes as if it's natural
I still follow you, the one who left me
You're not here

Y/n:*shrug Mingyu's hand away* Stop following me.

What happened to you? Did you fall out of love? I can make you love me again. Did I do something wrong? Did I just hurt your feeling unknowingly? Did I broke your stuff accidentally?

I wear my hat tightly
Although I get hurt by hitting here and there
You, who are indifferent
Are pretty and so bad (yeah)
I, who is falling and breaking
Is not important anymore

You get inside the unknown car while smiling so ever bright. You are faking that smile right? You are not happy right? You still love me right? I try to chase the car you are on yet I trip and fall. I scratch both of my knee yet I don't feel any pain.

Without you, I'm, From now on, I'm
Thinking about change
Thinking about change
Thinking about change
Thinking about change
Thinking about change

I slowly look around me and I finally realize how many stares have I got from people around me. I slowly get up, not worrying about the pain that I'm feeling, I lifelessly walk to the home where we used to called as ours. The door is left opened as I run our just now. I take a step in and close the door with my body lean on it.

Mingyu:*whisper* She will come back. She definitely will.

I might go crazy like this
Maybe that might put me at more ease
Although I collected all of myself, the end of agony is the same
That's it, I won't do it Yeah

I keep whispering thing that even I know it's a lie. Tears running freely from my eyes. She will never come back once she entered the unknown car. I know that she won't ever look for me. But I refused! I refused to take that hard cold fact! She is still mine!

Mingyu:*whimper* She will come back, she is still mine.

I can't control my emotions any longer. I hit my fist hard to the floor letting it create a loud sound and letting it bruise my knuckle. I pull my hair hoping that it will ease the pain I'm feeling inside my head. I cry my heart out. Screaming out her name as I cry. I don't care if there are people who heard me. I don't want to believe these. I refuse.

Now I know that you're not there
And knowing that it hurts a lot
To say that I'm okay
I don't even want to say it
Even without thinking about you
I am in pain

I'm worn out. No more tears for me to cry. My body is getting weaker. I didn't find any motivation to feed myself some food. I have been taking sleeping pills to help me sleep at night yet I keep waking up crazily searching for you.

Mingyu:*whisper* Are you really gone now?

I wear my hat tightly
Although I get hurt by hitting here and there
You, who are indifferent
Are pretty and so bad (yeah)
I, who is falling and breaking
Is not important anymore

Facts and truths are slowly sinking inside my mind. The hurtful truth of you leaving me slowly get into me. I slowly cry myself to the night again. I want to cry at least one last time for her. I want to cry my last feeling out for her in this night. I don't wanna hang on a hopeless hope anymore.

Only until the day you come back, I am
Thinking about change
Thinking about change
Thinking about change
Thinking about change
Thinking about change

The picture we took from our fifth date. We used a bright couple outfit. Your smile look so beautiful and blinding. I clenched my knuckle and slam it down to the floor. Making it broke and scatter around the floor. I step on the glass wincing once in awhile. I grab the hammer and destroy every single thing that save your scent in it. I'm going to let you go now. I have given up on you now.