Seventeen Lyrics Oneshots

Pinwheel

ALBUM : TEEN AGE

RELEASED : NOVEMBER 6 2017

Joshua p.o.v

I waited for you
From far away
Cold wind keeps blowing
A very small pinwheel
Just blanking standing there
Looking so lonely as if it’s looking for someone
Felt like I was looking at me

I watch every movement you make as you slowly turn your back to me waving your hand that I used to hold dear in mine. The sight of you slowly faded away as you blend in the crowd that has been busy since. Your step looks confidence but why did I sense unfamiliar feelings in it? Why do I feel like you will come running to me again if I wait here longer?

Many things happen
So busy without a breath to catch
Because of this damn world
If I say that’s why we grew apart
Feels like I’m making it up so I have no faults
So I can’t say that
I’m just facing the wind

We agree on this. We promised ourselves on this. We put ourselves on this. Yet I'm here sobbing over us. It's all decided by us yet I still can't take it to reality. Looking at the sky, I sighed, reminding myself once again, this is the best for us.

In the future
So I won’t be sorry
I want to always be waiting, that makes me feel better
Even if you get lost
And it takes you a while
Come round and round back to me
Even if it’s far ahead in the future

I remember the sight of you walking away again, tears stream down on my face but smile decorate my face as I held my face up high looking on the sky again. The cold wind hit me as if it's remind me once again that it's best for both of us. Yet I'm too stubborn to take in the truth. Why? Why is it so hard to let you go? Why does this heart refuse to see you leave?

People only see the outside
And ask if the wind is cold
They just ask and pass by
Why ask if you’re gonna forget anyway?
Feels like wind from you
So without a word, I’m just waiting

New morning come visit again, I lost track of counting how many days have I locked myself in this room. The room where it used to shared our laughter and cries. The room where kept save all our memories. The room where we shared our kisses and cuddles. We even shares curses here. The room feels empty without you. It long for you. Your presence. Your scent.

Many things happen
So busy without a breath to catch
Because of this damn world
If I say that’s why we grew apart
Feels like I’m making it up so I have no faults
So I can’t say that
I’m just facing the wind

We promised each other things. We promised to meet again and smile together. We promised to be happier later on. We promised ourselves not to get sad over this yet here I am again. Looking at the night sky with you in mind. The cold wind embrace me again this time. But instead of cold, I feel warm. As if you are really there beside me holding me tight.

In the future
So I won’t be sorry
I want to always be waiting, that makes me feel better
Even if you get lost
And it takes you a while
Come round and round back to me
Even if it’s far ahead in the future

Autumn. I just need to wait untill autumn arrive to see yours again. I'm afraid that I'll slowly forget about you. You are far away from my hold, you are there doing things that hidden from me and I'm still here crying over you. I won't forget about you. I promise myself that.

Feels like time has hidden
And taken you too
Can’t I see you?
Sometimes, I get bad thoughts
I start to forget you
But don’t cry
It may seem sad
But I’m here
For you

I promise myself that this will be the last time I'm here. This will be the last time for me crying over you. I'll be strong as what we said in our promises. I'll stay strong as what you wished me for. I'll think of our happy moments only and put back the bad ones.

Even if you get lost
And it takes you a while
Come round and round back to me
Even if it’s far ahead in the future

I'll wait for you. No matter how long it takes, I'll wait for you. I'll wait for you with my arms open to accept you. Running into my arms, sharing our warmth together, smiling ear to ear together, crying together. See you next autumn. I'll definitely wait for you, my love.