Chasing Excitement

The morning after

Koln, Germany.

Today Vi and I decided to go to the spa and have some nice girl time. I still can't believe I slept with that guy. And so many times at that. It was completely careless on my part. What if he had some venereal disease or if he was some maniac... But on the other hand I had experienced the best sex in my life, one which is very unlikely to forget.

In the morning after our hot encounter I quietly snuck out of the room without even waking him up. To say I felt regret was the underestimating of the year. I wanted desperately to wake him up, talk to him, get to know him better, but I knew I had to leave. Vi and I had a plane to Germany that morning which we could have missed if we didn't hurry. So with a deep sigh I snuck out of the room only to bump into a smirking Violet.

"So Mrs. Player how was your night?" I narrowed my eyes at her and replied in a monotonous voice "it was fine."

She laughed at my facial expression and said " what happened he rocked your world so hard that you wanted to stay?" i sighed sadly at that "yes, i liked it so damn much if it wasn't for this stupid plane i would have had some real fun"

She looked at me curiously "so... Was it big???"

I looked at her in amusement "it barely fit"

She punched my shoulder "you lucky bitch!"

I laughed "nope, you're the one who has a boyfriend" and at that she looked away and went packing.

Well... That was odd...

And that's how we ended at the most luxurious spa in Germany. Enjoying the masseuse hands which were traveling down my figure i couldn't help wonder what could have happened if I stayed. But then again i won't be having much time for any love life in New York when i start working I thought gloomily.

I inhaled deeply breathing in the aroma of the candles and flowers around the room. I imagined all my worries drifting away and all the tension left my body as if it never existed.

Wow, i really have to do this more often. 

After a very relaxing massage we went to our car. The cute manager of the spa met us half way to the door and helped us get our bags into my car. When I was about to drive away he leaned on my door and looked at Violet threw the window. She didn't seem to notice though the way he was obviously undressing her with his eyes. I chuckled awkwardly wondering if I was even needed in that exchange. That seemed to snap him out of his revive and he started to speak "my mates and I are going to this club tonight and I was wondering if you girls would like to tag along" I didn't see any problem with hanging out with this nice guy but before I could except his invitation Vi beat me to it.

She smiled a sickly sweet smile and said "I'm sorry but I'm actually a dude, I only just decided I am ready to tell the world the truth let alone have any sexual connection with any man. But you're definitely free to call any time next month bbyeee" and with that we went off leaving him rooted to his spot with a deep frown on his face.

I have no idea how I managed to hold the wheel in place while laughing like some sick hyena on crack.

His face was so priceless I wish I had recorded it. Only then I saw Violets fuming expression and I immediately sobered up "Bro, what's wrong?" she looked at me with narrowed eyes and replied "I'm not your bro I'm a hundred percent female."

I smirked at that "oh really cuz I heard a different story coming from your mouth just now"

"you know it's not funny right?"

"I don't get It what got you so fired up all of a sudden"

"you just agreed to go out with that man without even knowing him! that's what's wrong! You are an irresponsible twat"

My face dropped and I felt my face redden in anger, I knew It wasn't safe to drive a car in such a state so I pulled over and stared at Violet. I am generally a very  forgiving person but there are some things which I am not ready to tolerate especially coming from my best friend.

I breathed in and out trying to calm my raging nerves. I'm not usually easy to anger but her giving me a lecture exactly like my mother used to do is not expectable.

"Ok. First of all you are not my mother. You have no right to call me that especially after everything I have done for you. That guy was really sweet and offered us to have some fun at a very public place with many people around. It's not like I had any plans to go home with him and get myself killed"

"Well, that's nice but wasn't it what you did yesterday? You know you jumped into bed with a complete stranger, right?"

At that I fell silent and started driving. Actually she was a hundred percent right and I really didn't know a lot about that guy. Actually I knew nothing about him, minus the fact that his name is Chase and he is rich enough to stay in one of the most expensive hotels in Nice. But somehow I felt safe with him, like there was much more to it under the surface. I looked at her and said skeptically "why then it didn't bother you yesterday when you saw that I obviously was with him after the pool. To top it all off you seemed quite enthusiastic to find out what size he has, so what's the sudden change now?"

This time it was her turn to fall silent. I was waiting for her answer for quite a long time but then I just got tired and decided to speak "I understand why you got angry at my careless behavior but you have to understand my side of the story as well. I was never able to do what I want, it was always what she wanted. The clothes I wore the people I hung out with even the idiotic piano lessons she forced me to take. Up to this day it's as if she lives her life again threw mine, all she hadn't accomplished as a women I have to do. And I never had any choice in the matter. So I was given this amazing opportunity to live a little, and yes maybe I made some mistakes but I enjoyed every single one of them."

She looked at me sadly for a moment and then spoke "I really find it hard to believe you didn't have a choice in the matter."

I thought about it for a moment and then decided to tell her the truth "you know I have never been this open with anyone before but I really value our friendship so here I go. Honestly, I thought about standing up for what I want thousands of times in my life before but the thought of my father leaving my mother never left me a chance. She was hurting so much when he walked out with his blond bimbo that I never wanted to be the spoiled disobedient child the tabloids claimed I was, that's why i did everything she wanted, but it was of course never enough. I just had no intentions to hurt her further, so I simply never said no."

She looked at me as if I was crazy "Never? Are you flipping shitting me right now? What about the rebellious teenage faze? I mean everyone has that, right?"

I chuckled sadly "the most rebellious thing I have ever done in my teenage years was smudging my mothers favorite dress in horse excrements"

She laughed loudly at that "well I defiantly didn't know it was like that. So where do you want to go tonight?"

"Actually the poor guy made me want to go to a night club?"

"Sure why not maybe i can teach you how to prank in the process" she laughed evilly.

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MUHAHAHAHA ohhhh the amount of evil which is about to come :))))))))