╏❏ 𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐈𝐀𝐑 ˚⸙͎𖥧·.╏

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| Lei's POV |

At the hallway

Here we go again... T_T he makes my heart beats faster, my cheeks started to burn, as my hands start to feel colder. I can hear every beat of my heart, how it beats up and down. I can't move, my feet were stuck on the ground without any movement. Butterflies on my stomach fly so wildly, once that I saw you smiled at me...

Sunghoon: Lei, you ok???

As he walked towards me, that made me flinched. I pretend that I didn't hear him, and I continued on to our room...

Every morning, every class. I felt shy whenever I went to school, I always hid my face and I want to be alone... Every time, I entered our classroom, it's not like normal students interact with... Just like when you entered your room you will saw smiles plastering in their faces as they greeted you, hello, mine is different. You will never hear someone will greet me...

Now, I entered our room. Yes, I'm used to it even more... No one will greet me because I don't have real friends...

I continued and went to my seat, I get my books from my bag and start studying them. Someone went on me as She blocked the light...

great, it's here again... Aery...

Aery: ohhh, Lei... You're so big, I can see you immediately.

She laughed at me, well I'm used to it... Everything here, I'm used to it. So I just smiled at her, with that smile of mine. I want to tell her that I'm not affected by what she said, but deep inside... It hurts.

Sunghoon entered our room, all the girls were squealing. I don't mind him but I can't... I glanced at him as our eyes met on each other, he smiled at me... I'm melting. As I smiled back...

Time skips...

We were in a group activity, and I'm the leader. No one wants to participate, I think I'm doing an individual activity. I'm the one who answered the questions and the one who will report. I don't complain because this is what I want... I don't want their help. They're busy on their phones, scrolling on Instagram, and many more... I look at Sunghoon, he's so handsome. While he explained the answers to his members at the same time he flipped his hair. I think I'm not OK, I need to see a doctor asap.

Mrs. Kang: Ms. SHIN, your presentation pls.

Oof, I'm not really on myself. I'm nuts...

I explained everything. well, I'm always studying in advance, so this was so easy for me. But sunghoon always beat me... That's why I like him...

It's sunghoon's turn, I can barely look at his face. He looked at me... As I felt that the time stopped, and then someone just...

???: Lei, can I borrow your notes???

See that, they need me when they need something. But when it comes to my true self as in me, they'll be ignoring me.

I just looked at her and continued on listening to Mrs. Kang as she rolled her eyes. I chuckled.

Time skips...

Our class was finished, it was time to go home. I saw Sunghoon, he's playing games with Jake. I heard his laughs and giggles, which completes my day. Now I'm walking in the hallway smiling like crazy.

I'm so happy that my day was great, I just saw that he smiled at me but I forgot that he doesn't like me, and how can he likes me...

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SO yes!!!! Your Authornim here!!!!! Umhhh actually I just wanna say thank you to pau pau😩😭😂 thank you for voting... And reading this is my 3rd ff ilysm😭❤️ and BTW guys I hope you enjoyed this chapter... Don't forget to vote)) love y'all 🤍🤍🤍

-Authornim 🤍