it's been a week since he kissed me. i havent responded to his texts. i just dont know what to do. i dont know if i love him. i dont know if i'm ready. as i sit on my bed wracking my brain on what to do, i try to distract myself. i get up and look at myself in the mirror. my smudged makeup from yesterday smolders on my face.
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i took a deep breath after posting that, hoping alexis wouldn't find my social media. chances are he already has. i hear a knock on my door. groaning, i get up and open the door. nobody's there. i look down, and theres a package. i didnt order anything.. i pick it up and check for a name for who this might be for. no label or anything. just a neatly tied string bow. i open the package to be met with flowers, candy, other gifts, and a note. the note said 'to cho'. so this is for me. i open the note. "i'm sorry i made you run away, so i got you your favorite things. sincerely, alexis."
he got me my favorite things. my favorite candies, sunflowers, my favorite type of flower, and other yellow bits and bobbles. he really cares about me.
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// the box looks kinda like this //
i think i've made up my mind on how i feel about him. i need to go over to his place soon. i place the box on my work desk, running into my bathroom to get ready. i fix up my hair, put on a good outfit, and a bit of makeup.
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// the fit - it also has some sneakers, and knee high socks //
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// and this hairclip holding a side of her hair //
