Bella looked very mad right now and I didn't know why but I just sat down at the table and we started to eat while they were asking me question Bella sat down next to me she had her hand of my thigh I also sat next to narcissa she was very friendly then there was Draco then Lucius who still had his eyes on me which still made me uncomfortable I wanted to leave so bad but I know it would be rude so I just sat still not looking at Lucius and looking back at Bella telling her that I felt uncomfortable but I didn't say anything she already knew I was uncomfortable but I grabbed her hand so I feel more comfortable, It was finally time to leave so I got up and left with Bella behind me, we got back to her manor but as soon as we walked in Bella immediately pushed me against the wall and started to kiss me so I kissed back gently and we took this to her room, you know what happened from there.
The next day Bella had to start training me I was really happy only cause she was doing it instead of snape because I didn't like him, after about 5 hours of training we stopped and I wanted to go outside so she finally said fine and she grabbed her book and I grabbed my and we left to go lay down on a tree she had in her back yard, I felt relax as I started to cuddle her it was amazing I never wanted to let her go even if my life depended on it turns out I fell asleep on her and woke up in her bed she wasn't there so I went to find her She was In the kitchen making some tea when she saw something on my arm it was the word mudblood that she wrote on my arm she went from happy to sad she walked over to me and said I don't think we should do this anymore I'm to bad for you I just can't look at that knowing that I hurt you, Bella stop I forgive you I said she didn't care she told me to leave I just couldn't Bella please don't do this I forgive you she pulled me by my arm and started taking me to the front door where I started to cry as I looked at her she started to cry to I knew she did not want to do this I try to convince her but she wouldn't listen she pushed me out and closed the door on my face I could hear her crying from the other side of the door I started to walk away and went back to Hogwarts crying the whole time I really just wanted to walk right back but my heart told me no, I get back to my dorm and as soon as I opened the door Bella was in my room
Y/n I'm sorry I don't know what I was thinking please come back I miss you already I can't live without you I'm so attached she walked over to me and started to kiss my lips I forgave her immediately because I was attached to her as well but I can't leave Hogwarts because I'm a professor so she was gonna stay at Hogwarts without anyone knowing she went back to her manor to get some stuff after she got back we decided to go to Hogsmeade because I was hungry and we had nothing better to do, we ate and went back to hogwarts and I went to bed and she cuddled right next to me and started to play with my hair it was the best feeling knowing she was right next to me.
This is the end of this chapter you guys are not gonna expect on what is coming next
