Betrayal And New Feelings.

The Long Chat with Kagome.

So Kagome was totally busted by Serena following her too the place she always met Koga at, But now she had proof that the child in question was not Inuyasha's and that she had used them both and selfishly betrayed him and herself since she asked Serena too do this in the first place, But now things are harder too shallow now that Inuyasha knew the truth, So when Serena's water broke she hadn't time for helping them out right now expect for her object that showed Miroku and Inuyasha what truly happened out there and why Kagome pushed her in the first place, And then Inuyasha tracked them both down. So, let's begin. Enjoy.

Kagome and Koga were far away from the village at the moment. "We'll stop here for the night, Be on our way to my old cave in the morning, Say's Koga" seriously. As she looked at him and then nodded her head yeah. 

So, he went off to get a fire started for her to remain warm and Kagome unpacked her stuff from her knapsack, but then she realized she really did it, she ran away from her home, she ran away from her friend, and even Inuyasha, she left him and they weren't even divorced or anything, they were still married and she abandoned him without a word.

As she thought through her choices over the years, and why she had to come too this choice, why didn't she just tell the truth, why did she get so scared to be honest and tell Inuyasha that something was missing with them both. A s she sat there for a while on the ground looking at the sky for a moment thinking hard about everything. 

And She knew that Serena was right, She had asked hundreds of women to help them with having a child and this was true, But when she asked Serena too do it, She didn't expect the terms she had to endure with this deal with this helpful request, Kagome wanted to be the only mother and Inuyasha the father of her child, That was her goal, But Serena wasn't willing too completely give up the child too her as it's only mother, She also never said why she said yes to this, Why did she lay with Inuyasha she said she too needed a child but what was her hurry in the first place? Wondered Kagome" curiously. 

But then the flash of what she did back there was in her head, she shoved her down the stairs, she could end up losing the baby because of that. "What have I done? Asked Kagome" crying a little bit.

She looked upon the direction of the home her village, she secretly didn't want anyone to know about this because she was lightly ashamed of her feelings for Koga, she knew it was wrong, but it was hard to resist a man who gives you attention all the time, Inuyasha was another story.

"Sure she and Inuyasha had a history and a bond that can't be forgotten, And she did love him, She truly did, But she still felt like she was second picked second choice apart of her felt and wondered if Kikyo had lived if she hadn't died while they were all at war with Naraku still, Like Before would things have been different between them would Kikyo have lived if Inuyasha made his wish on the jewel or what, Would things have been changed for the better if she hadn't come back through the well after those 3 years apart from  him, She didn't know anymore, She knew for a while back then she felt like a stranger too her own world like she didn't belong there, And she wanted to go back and she knew it in her heart she loved him, She can't deny that she didn't love Inuyasha, But over the years things started coming between them and parting their likes and dislikes and more, They hardly ever had anything in common with each other, And fighting with each other all the time, She wasn't sure anymore She was confused but again Inuyasha's temper and childish behavior couldn't always be ignored by her, And he does make fun of her cooking or sometimes even her for that matter, It's like he has too mock everything she does wrong too.