Keep going or Give up

Chapter 3: LET THE TORTURING BEGIN

Hey my lovely strawberries! So, it took me long to update. Comment what ya think! Bye, love ya!

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Lauren's POV

I woke up at 6:00 am, realizing its Monday, I got up and sprinted towards the bathroom. I guess I need to prepare for a very long, painful day. Why can't I just die? Do I still need to go through this? I'm holding it in. I took a deep breathe and looked at myself in the mirror. God, I looked ugly, fat and so ugly! Maybe that's why they are bullying me. God, I'm so stupid. No, that's not  it. Maybe they're just doing this to...uh....hurt people? Exactly Lauren, exactly. So, why do they really do this to me? I need help. I gotta find help. What do I do? What do I do? What do I do? Ugh, now I feel like Courage The Cowardly Dog. I can't believe a dog is actually better than me? Of course Lor, its only animated. Why are you so stupid? No, why am I so stupid? Shut up.

I got in turned on the shower and showered. After a good fifteen minute shower, I got out and put on my uniform. A knee-high violet skirt and a white uniform top with violet laces. I put on my knee socks and school shoes. I put my hair into a high ponytail and put my glasses on. And finally after 48 years put on my I.D.

I got downstairs and into the kitchen.

" Morning mom, dad, Lisle." I greeted. My dad is reading a newspaper, mom is making sandwiches with Nutella. Yum. And Lisle is just scrolling down her phone.

"Morning. Sit, Lory. Here." My mom smiled and handed me a sandwich with Nutella. I accepted it and ate. I drank my milk and ate my apple. IDK, apples just make me smile.

" Bye mom! Dad." I got out and saw my bike, broken. I'm not kidding either. I ran towards it and stared hard, tears forming in my eyes. I heard

the door closing and Lisle hopped on her bike and set off, smirking.

So, now I'm here walking and walking. I plugged in my earphones and played Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne. I hummed softly to the tune of the song when I bumped into someone and dropped my books.

Me: Sorry. I wasn't looking.

???: Sure your not!

Me: I said I'm sorry!

Oh how lovely. I yelled into the leader of the CBG. (Cool and Beautiful Girls). Who else was it? My lovely twin!

" Oh. Now you're yelling  at me, huh! I'll show you! " And with that she slapped me. She grabbed me by my hair and pulled me into the side where no one can see us with her minions. She pulled my hair so strong that I yelled in pain.

" Stop it! Stop it! " I shouted, already crying. If I'm this weak, I can never fight. I can never protect myself.

" Stop it? Never! " She slapped me again very strong and she slapped me repeatedly. With the last big, strong slap, I fell to the ground.

" Lets go girls! Were gonna be late because of this trash."  And they disappeared.

" I wish I had never been born! I wish I had never been created! Why?! Just why me?!  Don't I deserve to live normally?! What did I do to deserve this? Why? Why do YOU keep doing this to me?! " I screamed. I grabbed my bag, wiped away my tears and ran towards the entrance of  our school. I was running alone in the hallway. ALONE.

I slowly opened the door and saw the whole class staring at me. Ok. So this is how it feels to be late and the whole class including the teacher staring directly at you. Sorry, never been late before.

" Your a little late-"

" I'm already torn." A girl interrupted our English, female teacher.

" SHUT UP, I'M NOT TALKING TO YOU, MISS HERNANDEZ! " Our teacher shouted.

" Shut the door-"

" Turn the lights off." Another girl interrupted our teacher again. Are they trying to get her mad?

" Get ou-"

" Get out, get out of my head and fall into my arms instead." The other girl sang, interrupting our teacher again. Why are they doing this?

" Are you trying to get me mad? You two?! " Our teacher yelled, clearly pissed off. 

" Yes teacher. We are. Sorry won't happen again." The whole class laughed their...um....heads off. And me, just standing there awkwardly.

" DETENTION AFTER SCHOOL! MISS HERNANDEZ AND MISS PUCKETT!"

She yelled angrily and the whole class went silent.

" Come Miss Welch. " She welcomed, smiling.

Mood swings? Is she on her period?

The rest  of the class was boring. As always. But Biology was an interesting subject anyways. Its already lunch and here I am, perfectly sitting alone at the very back in the cafeteria, staring at my tuna casserole and daydreaming about perfect life.

I watched as a bunch of students, (some are sweet couples ) pass by. Should I eat? Yeah? No? Maybe. Fine I shall pass my lunch.

Wow, I'm really enjoying the silence. Mark my sarcasm.

" Hey there, blonde freak! " Some guy teased. I just ignore them as always.

Its okay, Lor. Its gonna be alright soon. Just ignore them. Don't let them hurt your feelings. Don't take it seriously. They are just joking.

Then suddenly, pasta, drinks, soup, and ice cream is at my table, I wish. But pasta, drinks, soup, and ice cream is already thrown at me, with this girl, trying to stand back up. Oh God! Someone maybe, tripped the girl and she accidentally threw her foods at me.

I realized the whole cafeteria laughing at me. Specially the CBG! I couldn't contain it anymore. I ran away crying. How could they do that to me? Hey there, blonde freak! That thought keep going through my head. Honestly, I really don't fit in this school. Let me just transfer to Mars, I'll have a great life there...