Keep going or Give up

Chapter: One

I took a deep breath and cut myself with a sharp blade. Tears freely falling. I don't know if I mean something in this world. No one cares for me. No one and I mean no one.

" Let it all go, cut deeper, cut deeper." I chanted repeatedly as blood started falling continuously. Blood started dripping to the sink full of water. You think I'm doing an experiment? You're completely wrong.

No one cares or love me like a precious gold. I can feel it. I'm starting to get weak from all the wounds. I put the blade back to the container with sharp razors. I washed my wound. Then, for the first time ever happened in my history,(I'm not being sarcastic) my precious phone rang. I stumbled going to my bed where I put my phone. I answered it quickly.

"H-hello?" I stuttered. " What?! Who is this? Who the hell are you? J-josh? W-what?.....How did you get my n-number?..... No, n-no, p-please? D-do whatever you want to me just don-" And then the so called 'human' hung up like that. That beast!!!! I HATE THEM!!! I glanced at the clock: 6:30. Oh my!

I rushed to my bathroom. Took a quick bath and brushed my teeth. I quickly changed into my school uniform. I rushed downstairs to find no one. And the only thing I saw is a note:

" Hey, honey, just eat something before you go, okay? And here is your allowance for the week. Your dad and I has a business to take care of. Honey please be good. Love ya.

Mom."

And the money beside the note. I grabbed an apple and my bag and oh! My phone. And voila! Ready to go. Why was I even excited? I got on my bike.

I was met by our old not really, school building. I expected those 'rich' spoiled brats. But no. There was no one. . I went inside. I saw a girl and had the guts to ask.

" Um, excuse me, but where is everyone? "

" I don't know. But they said its an emergency and class is suspended for a week. That's all I know. Um, what happened to your, um, wrist? " She explained and asked me a horrific question, for me.

" Er, oh, its nothing! Really. Thanks for caring." She raised her eyebrow but seemed to believe.

" Oh. And by the way, my name is, Clara. You? " As I was about to answer, another grabbed her wrist.

" Oh. sorry. See you around then." And with that, they ran away. What was their problem? I was close to having a friend. Just one friend would be heaven for me. At the exact time at the exact place my phone rang >o<

I was relieved that it was my..... long lost daughter? Nah, just trying to be funny. If it didn't work, well okay. It was my mom.

Me: Hey, mom.

Mom: Hey, honey. School alright?

Me: Mom! Its too early and class suspended for a week ;)

Mom: Good. Don't burn or trash our whole house while were away.

Me: What??? I am a grown up, mom.

Mom: You're only 16. And pregnant, yeah?

Me: Mom, eww. If you're trying to be funny, well, you are a bad joker. Just like me.

Mom: Haha, so funny, Blair. Anyway, I need to go now. Bye.

Me: Bye mom.

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I headed towards the door when I bumped into something or someone? I looked up awkwardly.

" I'm sooo sorry. I didn't mean it. Sorry." I apologized quickly. It was a girl.

Oh.

My.

Freaking.

Nutella.

???: Get out of my way, you bitch!

And she pushed me harshly and I landed with a 'thud'. And then she sashayed away. I could've protected myself from them. I wish that horrible incident never happened! No matter how hard I wanted to forget it! EVERYTHING reminds me of it! If I didn't escape, I wouldn't be here. They could have killed me.

I ran sobbing towards the exit. I need someone. I gotta have someone. Or else, I'll do it!!! No one knew that incident except me. I hopped on my bike and set off. I'm tired of all of this. The trauma. It scared me. You think I'm a pretty innocent little girl? Well, no! Not anymore! I wish I had someone on times like this....

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