HATRED [Taehyung ff 18+]

LOSER [updated!!!!]

Taehyung turns to the window, showing you his back~

You clench your fist, angry as hell as you try to walk away...

"I- I have feelings for jhope~" he finally lets out the truth in a quivering tone....he was about to cry.

"WHAT?!!!" You turn back, shocked at what you've just heard. "You heard me~" Tae didn't wanna show his face.

"He use to work for me~
In this gang, but wanted a different route cause he didn't like this criminal path....
So he wanted to start from scratch~
And asked me to help him....I obviously couldn't say no....
I thought i could win him over....even if it was by money

He needed a house, a job....so many basic things, and it took him years to develop...and I kept giving him...." Taehyung decides to turn to you "But then you came along~
Before I knew it, he already had a lover...
I made my bodyguards and workers stalk him...and you~

At the end of the day I just couldn't handle sitting in a corner watching him be with someone else....and you know what really hurts...

I waited so long for him to come to me again, i was so sure that he'd be so grateful to me....but no...he completly forgot about  me..." Tae wipes his eyes....

"Now do you know the reason why I hated you......actually" taehyung comes closer to your face "I still fucking hate you~
He's mine, and if i have to keep you away from him....then i would do exactly that..."

Tae slightly pushes you away not caring about your feelings...
"S-so you're telling me this whole time...you hated me because of some stupid jealousy...." you were brave enough to confess but got rejected right on the spot....

"If you like me...like you said (smirk) then stay with me...forever....if he can't be mine then i won't allow anyone to be near him...." taehyung harshfully grabs your arm....

"I loved his smile~
I loved how active and happy he was...."
Taehyung recalls his memories...

"But did you ever tell him about your true feelings?" You put a full stop to his nonsense...

Tae: "No~"
You: then you have no right to take someone away from him...
Sometimes you just have to let go of someone precious to you...if it means they could be happy...that is real Love...

You remained a coward...and right now you're acting the same....

Cause if you had the guts, you would keep him instead of me...but you didn't....you coward" you give Tae a reality check as his grip around your arm gets tighter...

Tae: you don't know anything about me! So keep your mouth shut!!!!
Now what?
I've told you I hate you! And why I hate you! I'm not stupid! you don't have feelings for him...but I know he has feelings for you...!" Taehyung releases his grip...."*sigh (smirk) so.....
Prepare to stay with me...cause i don't plan on making your life any easier...

You even kissed me...do I take that as an invitation..." tae holds up your chin....

"Fine~

I'll accept your feelings, if that means you won't go back to jhope" his smile darkens...

To be continued....
[updated: sorry guys there is a glitch in my work for some reason, it deleted my work]

I hope enjoyed this guys😋❤️💜
It took me quite a bit chapters to show you taehyung thoughts sorry~
But I didn't wanna rush...