Two whole years

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~Musa's POV~

Two years, it's been two whole years...
Yet it still feels like it was yesterday, I remember everything so clearly. The minute he walked out I couldn't stop the tears from falling of my cheeks. I was heartbroken.

Even though it's been two years, I still can't stop thinking about it. I still can't stop thinking about him. Riven.

I've been on a few dates here and there but no one caught my interest. Probably because I still love him. I hate him, I hate him so much. I hate him for leaving me, I hate him for making me feel this way and I also hate him for still being in love with him. I should be over him, I mean after everything we been through.

*Door opens*

- Hi Musa we are going to the boys, wanna come with? Bloom says excitedly

- Uhm oh, yeah sure! I answer while forcing a smile

- I'll meet you guys in a minute, I just have to change

- okay! Bloom answers and leaves the dorm

It will probably be like any other day, we'll sit and hang out and I'll just be there. Don't get me wrong, they always include me in stuff but I still can't help but feel lonely. All of them have their special someone and I'm still all alone, even after two whole years. I honestly don't know if I want Riven to come back. I mean I love him and I would obviously like to be with him but after everything that has happened I'm scared. Scared that everything will go wrong again. Scared of committing to him again. It's hard to describe how I feel and what I want. A part of me wants him to come back, and the other part wants him to stay wherever he is and never come back. It's kinda of a battle between my heart and my mind. My heart wants him back, I want to be able to be with him again, to feel his touches and to feel his presence. However my mind keeps telling me that it's a big mistake. That I shouldn't be with him and that I shouldn't think about him.

I put on a nice red summer dress with some shorter heels. I put my hair up in two pigtails like I usually do and I head out. I see the others waving at me to go there, and so I do.

Musa! Helia says and gives me a big hug

Him and Flora have been there for me throughout the whole time and they have done everything in their power to make me feel better. The others have done the same but Helia and Flora have been trying a bit extra. I'm so thankful for them, I'm so thankful for all of them. I would not be here today if it wasn't for them. All of them means so much to me and I love them all dearly.

All of us walk up to the aircraft and head inside.

- So where are we heading? Stella asks eagerly

- Let's keep that a surprise! Brandon says with a smirk

We get of the aircraft and see that we are at a beach.

- This place is stunning! I hear Flora say

- Yes! I'm so going surfing, Aisha yells

I sit on the beach while the others are enjoying themselves. I love seeing them have fun. As I sit there daydreaming I see from the corner of my eye that Tecna sits next to me.

- Enjoying yourself? She says

- Yes! This place is absolutely beautiful

- why didn't you join the others?

- Oh I just wanted to relax, I answer with a smile

- alright if you say so, Tecna says while looking at me suspiciously

- I'm gonna go and get a drink, want one?

- yes please! She says and I get up and leave

~Third perspective~

As Musa leaves someone approches The others.

- Hey...

Everyone looks back and they can't believe their eyes, it's Riven.

- WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?! Aisha yells angered

- I..

Before Riven gets a chance to talk bloom comes and says

- What are you even thinking, why would you come back now?

- I, I've been working on myself and training and I finally felt like it was the right time to come back, Riven says hesitated

- It took Musa such a long time to become happy again and now that she finally is, you decide to come back?! Stella says irritated

- I know, I know this isn't fair but I promise I've changed for the better! Or at least I've tried, Riven says

- where is Musa? He asks

- I don't think if it's such a good idea to talk to her again, Timmy says

- Don't get us wrong Riven, we are all happy to see you again, we just don't want Musa to get hurt again, Nex says

- I get it, I really do, Riven replies with his head down

Sky walks up to Riven and gives him a big hug. Riven looks at him surprised and hugs him back. The others walk towards them and they all hug.

Musa comes and sees them all gathered and that's when she sees him. Riven.

(Author's note)
Hey guys I hope you enjoyed the first episode! English is my third language so please let me know if there are any grammatical errors or such in the story. Have a great day!

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