I'LL MISS YOU | bill denbrough x reader

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"I can't fucking do this Bill." I said.
"Do what?" He asked.
"Pretend I'm okay." I said quietly. "My moms crackhead boyfriend whose name I don't even know is moving in with us." I said. "I've been seeing a fucking clown everywhere I go. What happening to me? Am I going crazy Bill?" I asked. Tears dropped out of my eyes. The grabbed me and hugged me.
"e-everything is g-gonna b-be okay." He said
"anyway. How are doing?" I asked
He looked down. He looked upset.
I placed my hand on top of his.
"Im w-worried about you." He said
"What. Billy you don't need to worry about me."
"I do. I need to protect you from that clown." He said
I hugged him. Suddenly all of the other losers came over.
"Did you tell them we were here?" I whispered to bill
"No." He said.
They all dropped there bikes and walked over to us.
"Umm y/n were sorry for everything." Bev said
"No it's fine." I said
"We belive you now tho." Bev said
"What. You wouldn't just change your mind." I said
"I saw something." She said
"So did I." Stanley said
"Yeah. Same." Eddie said
"Do only virgins see this stuff? Is that why I'm not seeing this shit?" Richie asked.
"What did you see?" I asked
"Blood." Bev said
"We ahd to help her clean it all up." Stanley said
"Oh my fucking god I knew I want going crazy." I said as I stood up and paced.
"I saw something." Bill said quietly
"What?" I asked
"I saw g-Georgie. It felt so real." Bill said
I hugged him.
"But it wasn't. None of this is real!" Stan shouted
Bill told us he had something to show us. We all rode to his house. We sat in his garage and saw a map. Bill had drawn on the map. It showed that everything that happened in Derry connected to the well house.
"Oh my fucking god. I can't do this." Eddie said as he grabbed his inhaler and used it. He ripped the map down.
"What the hell! Put the map back!" Bill shouted
"No. It's summer, we're kids, I'm gonna have a fucking asthma attack!" Eddie shouted.
Suddenly the slides from the slide player started switching. It showed photos of Bill and his family. It started to zoom in on Georgie. And then it switched to Sharon, bills mom. It zoomed right into her face and then the clown appeared.
"What the fuck is that!" Richie shouted as he grabbed Eddie's arm.
"I don't fucking know!" Eddie shouted
I grabbed bill and pushed him behind me.
It disappeared. 5 seconds later it popped out of the wall. It shadowed over the whole garage. It went to get Beverly. I ran over to the garage door and opened it. The clown suddenly disappeared.
Bev grabbed me and hugged me.
I fell to the floor and cried.
"It knows where we are!" Eddie yelled
"It always has!" Bill said  "Let's go to it."
"Are you crazy? It's summer!" Richie said
"If you say it's summer or more f-fucking time!" Bill said.
"He's right, we need to kill it!" Bev said
"Okay but we all need to be alive too!" I said
"Nobody will die." Bill said "you guys don't have to come." He said before he grabbed sliver and rode away. I grabbed my bike and pedaled after him.
"Bill!" I shouted. He walked up the stairs to 28 neibolt house.
"He thrusts his f-fist against the p-post." Bill muttered. I yelled his name and he turned around.
"If your going in then so am I." I said
"No, you need to be safe." Bill said as he kissed me.
The losers came over to us.
About 10 minutes later Me, Richie Bill and Eddie walked into the house. Richie walked over to a small tree and picked something up.
"What the fuck." He said
"What is it?" I asked as I ran over to him
"It says I'm missing!" He said
"Its not real!" Bill said
"It says my name, my birthday, my clothes it's me! Am I missing?" He said as he freaked out.
"Richie it's fake!" I said.
Suddenly we heard a girls voice.
"Help me!" She said
It was Betty Ripsom. We all ran into the room.
"Betty?" I shouted. Eddie slowly walked away. I heard the voice again.

"y/n... you'll float too!" It said
"I don't wanna fucking float!" I yelled
A small room lit up. I walked over into it. It was empty. It was awful. The door suddenly slammed shut. I started banging on the door.
"Bill! Richie! Eddie! Help me!" I shouted
The door wouldn't open.
I heard banging on the door.
"Y/n open the door!" Richie shouted
"I can't!" I shouted back "help me please!"
I turned around and saw the clown.
I screamed so loud.
It's mouth opened up and revealed it's sharp teeth.
I tried to run away. The clowns hand slashed my face. Blood was all over me.
"Billy!" I shouted
The clown suddenly disappeared.
Bill opened the door and saw my laying in a corner screaming for help. He ran over to me.
"y/n! Quick! We need to find Eddie." Bill said
He was crying. I was crying. Richie was crying. Eddie was missing in the house. We ran out of the room.
Eddie let out a huge scream. Then 3 doors appeared
'Not scary at all' 'scary' and 'very scary' were written on the three doors.
"Not scary at all!" Richie said as he ran to it.
He opened it and quickly shut it.
"Very scary!" I shouted. We ran into a kitchen and saw Eddie sat on the floor. The clown turned around "is it not real enough for you Billy?" The clown asked
"It was real enough for Georgie!" The clown said
"What the fuck!" I shouted "what did you do to Georgie. Where is he! Where the fuck is he?" I shouted. The clown ran at me. Bev quickly stabbed it in the head with a spear. We all ran up to Eddie who was screaming. His arm was broken.
"Okay I'm gonna crack your arm into place!" Richie said. Eddie shook his head.
"Do not fucking touch me! Do not fucking touch me!" Eddie shouted. Then we heard a huge crack.
Eddie screamed . It was that loud it hurt my ears.
We all ran out of the house. My face was still bleeding.

Eddie's mom ran up to us and shoved Eddie in the car.
"You did this to him!" She cried "your all monsters!"
"No please, it wasn't like that!" I said
"Shut your mouth." She said to me
"We were attacked!" Bev said
"Oh I've heard of you miss Marsh and I don't want a dirty girl like you touching my son!" Eddie's mom said.
"What the fuck you stupid woman!" I shouted
"How am I stupid?" Eddie's mom asked
"Because you believe every rumor you hear. Why would we hurt Eddie? He's our best fucking friend! It's a shame he has such an awful mother!" I said
She punched me in the face. I fell to the floor.
She ran to her car and drove away.

"y/n!" Bill said as he helped me up
"That's silly bitch I swear to god I will-" I said before getting cut off by Bev.
"Calm down." She said
"W-well at least we know where it is for next time!" Bill said.
"No! No next time bill! Your insane!" Stan shouted
"He's right! Eddie was nearly killed in there!" Richie added. "Georgie is dead! You couldn't save him but you can still save yourself!" Richie shouted
Bill got mad.
"Georgies not dead!" I shouted
"Your scared, and we all are, b-but take it back! T-take it back!" Bill said as he pushed Richie
Richie pushed him back.
Bill punched Richie in the face and Richie fell to the floor.
"For fucks sake." I said
I grabbed bills hand and pushed him behind me.
Bev and Stan were holding Richie back.
"Your all just a bunch of losers and your gonna get yourselves killed!" Richie said as he rode away on his bike. I hugged Bill. Richie was out of order. He shouldn't of said that about Georgie even if he does think it.
"Come on bill." I said as I picked up my bike.
We went to my backyard and sat down.
"Bill, don't listen to Richie." I said
"g-georgie isn't dead!" Bill said
I hugged him.
"I know billy." I said as I stroked his hair.
A few minutes later bill kissed me goodbye and walked to his house. I walked inside mine forgetting that my mom and her boyfriend were there.
They were both sat in the living room watching television. I had blood all over me. I thought my mom would rush to the kitchen and grab the first aid box, but she didn't even look up at me. I ran upstairs into the bathroom. I locked the door and cried. I was losing my mother to a random man. I got in the shower to clean all of the cuts. I got out and put my pajamas on. I climbed out of my window and sat on the roof. I was confused. I didn't know who I was friends with. I couldn't talk to anyone. I just sat on my roof and daydreamed.

I heard a door open. I looked into my bedroom but it wasn't my door. I looked across from my house and saw Bill emptying his trash. He looked up and saw me. I waved at him and smiled. He smiled back and waved at me.
"Y/N!" He shouted
"Hi!" I shouted down to him
"What are y-you doing up there?" He asked
"Just thinking." I said
"Can I c-come join you?" He asked
I ran downstairs and snook him inside.
We walked upstairs and sat on the roof.
"what are you thinking about?" Bill asked
"Everything." I said
He put his arm around my shoulder.
"Hey, it's g-gonna be okay." Bill said
"Who are we even friends with Bill? What the fuck am I gonna do stuck at this shithole all summer?" I asked. Bill put his hand on top of mine.
"your not gonna be stuck here. y-you w-will be with me." Bill said. I hugged him. He kissed my forehead.
He looked down on his watch. The watch read 23:00
"Do you wanna stay here tonight?" I asked
"sorry I can't." Bill said
"Okay, that's fine. Will I see you tomorrow?" I asked
"of c-course. Come to mine at 3." Bill said.
We both climbed into my room.
I kissed him on the lips and then I helped him sneak out of my house. When he had gone I laid in my bed and drifted off to sleep.