January 1979
Sev POV:
"White no? black? Green?" Luc cried strutting up and down the dressing room.
"Wear a black shirt, With a dark green, Velvet blazer, a gray tie and black suede shoes" I uttered, Lucius ran up to me and hugged me,
"Yes! Yes! Perfect Sev!" He exclaimed, I rolled my eyes and pushed him away slightly,
"I know I'm brilliant" I said sarcastically as ever.
Lucius ran back into the closet and pulled out the things he needed, I followed Luc into the walk in closet.
"What are you gonna do with your hair?" I asked, He shrugged and pulled off his shirt.
I blushed slightly at the sight but looked away, I glanced back and saw Lucius in tight black pants with no shirts,
I bit my lip and looked away again, My heartbeat raced. God Lucius is hot.
I leaned against the wall and let my mind wonder until Lucius was finished,
"Done"
I grinned and turned around to look at him, It sounds cheesy but he literally took my breath away,
"Perfect" I smiled "Cissy'll love it"
Luc turned around for me to fix his hair, I pulled it pack into a ponytail and looped it.
He turned back round and smirked awkwardly,
"You think she'll like it?"
I nodded and patted his shoulder,
"Definitely Luc"
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The day I've been dreading has arrived, Lucius Malfoy's getting married to Narcissa Black, I hate weddings in general but this time the man I've loved since the second year of high school is getting married.
I solemnly trenched down to we're the ceremony was taking place, Bellatrix and Regulus ran up to me.
"Hey Sev!" Bellatrix called,
"Hi Bella" I groaned not taking my eyes of the pavement,
"Hey what's wrong?"
"Nothing"
"No really Sev, What's wrong?" Regulus added,
I shrugged and kept my emotions bottled up, Although the cold air made me feel like crying more.
"If you say so" Regulus ran of with Bella into the distance
~
The weddings beginning.
Fuck.
I tried to sit quite far back so no one can see me crying.
Wow I'm edgy.
Next to me was Bellatrix, She too, Doesn't enjoy weddings. Bella rested her hand on my leg,I took her hand in mine and smiled gently.
We're both pretty lonely.
The wedding began.
As crazy as Bella is, she understands how people work, If your sad she'll know why.
Everyone turned around to watch Narcissa walk down the isle, She honestly was a beautiful woman, She was wearing a slim fit, Black dress that flared out at the bottom.
Her father, Cygnus Black, Walked her down the isle. I watched as Lucius was on the verge of crying as he saw his bride.
~
The ceremony was almost over, Now all
that was left was the kiss.
I couldn't bare it anymore. I buried my head into my hands and cried.
Thankfully I'm at the very back,
"Severus?" Bella whispered in my ear,
"Yes?" My voice was very shaky,
She pushed my head up and wiped away my tears,
"Wanna leave?"
I nodded and swiftly left with Bellatrix,
We creeped past the seats and ran past the entrance, We both bolted into the forest and found a quiet spot on a hill.
I lay down on the grass, Nothing mattered anymore.
I've spent my whole life loving people who never loved me back, It started with my father.
Tobias Snape was a bastard, He pretended to be a poor and desperate man to draw in my mother's sympathy then left her penny less.
He used to hit me. A lot. I never told my mother about it though.
Then Lily broke my heart, Her and Potter started their own life.
Now Lucius left me. No one actually loves me.
"Sev? Sev? Sev?!"
I snapped back into reality.
"Yea?" I replied groggily, My eyes were puffy and red and incredibly sore.
"Sev please tell me what's wrong" Bella pleaded, I rubbed my eyes and sat up,
"Ugh fine..." I sighed "Ever since I met Luc I've been...."
"In love with him?" Bellatrix asked,
I nodded,
I lay down in Bellatrix's lap, She began breading my head with bits of daisys,
"I just wish he loved me..."
There was a rambling noise in the bushes, We both looked behind us.
My.
Heart.
Stopped.
I wanna make a part two now
Anywayyyy
For those starting school again, Good luck ❤︎
Anna ☏
