mattia polibio smuts

clingy

y/n pov

i heard the front door open and immediately sat up from the bed walking out of the bedroom seeing mattia

"heyyy" i walked over giving him a hug and kiss

"hi" he said dryly and walked to the bedroom

i was confused on why he was so dry and moody. i just shrugged my shoulders and went to the bedroom seeing him laying on the bed scrolling thru his phone.

i walked to the bed and laid next to him laying my head on his shoulder

he huffed and moved his shoulder away and turned his body away from me.

"matti" i called for him rubbing his shoulder

"what" he harshly replied

"nevermind" i looked down

"don't call for me if ur gonna say nvm" he said annoyed and turned back

"ok" i whispered sadly and walked out of the bedroom closing the door on my way out

he probably had a bad day.. does he think i'm annoying? why was he so mean?

i walked to the kitchen while having those thoughts.

i grabbed a cup and poured me a cup of water

i sighed and walked towards the bedroom but before i put my hand on the handle i heard mattia talking to someone on the phone

"yea, she's just been annoying lately.." i heard him

he thinks i'm annoying?

"like i just want some space.. and she keeps touching on me" i heard him again.

"she's been clingy lately, and i don't like it, i feel like i'm losing feelings for her..." he kept on ranting

tears brimmed my eyes...

he doesn't love me anymore?

i wiped my tears away and opened the door walking towards the closet grabbing some clothes putting it in a back pack

"yo i gotta go" he said to his friend and hung up.

"y/n, what are u doing" he asked watching me

"i'm sleeping at my parents" i told him.. "you'll feel less annoyed right?" i asked "without me" i continued

his eyes widened "uh- u heard me?" he asked me

"yes, yes i did hear all those things u said about me and how u are losing feelings for me" i say looking at him with tears in my eyes.

"i don't know why i said that, i didn't mean it" he said walking over to me trying to give me a hug

"no" i said pushing him away, "if u didn't mean it, why did u say it?" i asked him

he looked down "i didn't mean it, i swear"

"ok, mattia." i closed the backpack "i'm going to my parents for today"

"no sleep here with me" he persuaded me

"no mattia, u really hurt my feelings." tears now spilling from my eyes. "do u not love me anymore?"

"baby, i love u so much, i didn't mean when i said i was losing feelings for u, i just had a bad day at work today" he told me walking to me hugging me

"i'm still sleeping at my parents." i whispered hugging back. "i don't want to annoy u more than i already have" i pulled away from the hug

"baby, ur not annoying me." he told me

"just let me sleep at my parents" i said

"babe, ur being mad annoying right now. i said i'm sorry" he said raising his voice at me a bit

"i'm leaving" i rolled me eyes at him.

"leave then." he said

"don't call or text me." tears dropping from my eyes again walking out of the door

"w-wait y/n!" he followed me "i'm sorry"

"u said that already and u didn't mean it" i said annoyed.

"i told u i'm having a bad day" he reminded me

"ok? wouldn't it make it better if i left for a night or two so u wouldn't feel annoyed?" i said raising my voice "it's what u wanted" i was basically shouting

"fine, leave" he said with tears in his eyes..

my eyes softened "mattia we're not breaking up" i reminded him. "it's just a little break, ok?"

he sniffed and nodded "ok"

"i'll be back, i'm not leaving for good i promise"

i kissed his soft lips one more time before leaving the house driving to my parents....

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i really don't like this one...